haebin: (Emotion ||| Nosebleed)
that is no joke, seriously. I have met shinee. and i got their autographs. and oh my god, they are fucking cute, so cute. i can't express how cute they are XDDDDDD

the concert was pretty cool. when i went to the hall i felt really uncomfortable, because all of the fans there were a) younger than me and b) of course asians. so i was the only caucasion there. when i went to my seat, i saw a message ... the artists would give a signing session after the concert. i was like ... WHAT THE FUCK? i asked a woman there and she said, yes, yes, they are giving a signing session O.O
i thought, no way, that can't be real. seeing shinee and having the chance to get an autograph of them? ... can't be true.

so, my seat was awesome. i had an unbelievable great view on the stage. the artist oh joonsung is very talented and he had a lot of fun playing his songs. we had some screen and u could see some of the doramas, when he played the songs for it.
lol ... when they showed Junho of DBSK, the girls started to scream, lol.

Oh Joonsung was pretty cool. he couldn't speak english, so he said always: Thank u, I love Singapore, the next song is ...
and when he talked about SHINee and DBSK the girls freaked out. I started to laugh so, so much.

Mario& was pretty cool and bobby kim has an amazing voice. thankfully bobby could speak english so he cheered up the audience. but everyone was waiting for shinee. and when they came on stage, the girls freaked out, seriously. I felt so wrong with my 32 years, lol ... but okay, I freaked out, too. I mean ... what the fuck, i saw CHOI MINHO!!!! gosh, he is so cute! :333
So, they sung actually two songs, rofl ... and one of it was "stand by me" from the dorama "boys over flower". then they left the stage ... and i saw like some of the girls were leaving their seats. so, at first i thought ... no, u can't do it, anke. it is damn impolite.

but i did it. i felt bad, but i couldn't resist. so, when i left my seat, a woman of the hall came to me and said, go, go, u have to use the escalator and push 1, then u can go to the place where they signing session is, rofl.

and yes, i stood there ... for like one hour. and i thought, that can't be true. they had really ONLY 30 minutes for the signing session ... and i was one of the lucky fans!



and they were pretty surprised to see an caucasion girl. especially when I said thank u in korean XDDD
actually i like CHOI MINHO, but taemin was so so cute! When he realized that in front of him isn't an asian girl, he smiled and said over and over again, thank u, thank u, thank u! I was really in danger to cuddle him, lol XDDD

so, so cute!~
Jonghyun was pretty cool and they others were so shy. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :333333333

i am so a lucky one, seriously. i am so, so lucky that i had the chance to see them. to met them and to got their signings!

i am so blessed. so damn blessed. seriously, i love this city so much!

no, i try to find some sleep. tomorrow i will see alecs at 11am for the last time (I think). guess, that will be pretty hard for me. but hey ... i am coming back, for sure!

so, i'll go to bed, dreaming of shinee!!!




Feb. 1st, 2010 04:44 pm
haebin: (DBSK ||| Mirotic ||| Sexy)
So, my time here is very short, because everyone needs the computer and this not for only 15 minutes ... no, for 3 or 4 hours -_-
so the whole day I couldn't use the web. I am eating now (dumplings!), taking a shower and then i will go to the concert, yay!!!
I am so, so excited!

See ya, Huns :3

*le sigh*

Jan. 30th, 2010 06:07 pm
haebin: (SCREW ||| Byou ||| You want me?)
Just 4 days left and i have to leave singapore. and yes, i am sad about it. i have so much fun here, i am feeling so comfortable, i love the city and the people here. i love it to be around with my friends.
it is hard to go home again. of course i miss my friends, my pets and especially my family. i am glad to see them again, but at the same time i am sad to leave the place here.

i don't feel so good today. i slept til 3.30pm, woke up with stomach pains (again) and i had problems to swallow o.O
i guess, i will take a time-out for today. the last days were so much on input. i saw so much, i experienced so much. and that in only 4 weeks.

and of course my side is still hurting. did i mention that i will never ever get a tattoo on my body side again? ^^

I don't know what i will do tomorrow. maybe a little bit going around here. it is weekend and all the *famous touristic* places are crowded with tourists and tons of people. and i don't wanna be around with them ^^

and on monday i have the concert, yay! At the esplanade! And the concert halls are pretty famous for Singapore!
I'll see the concert here:


Pretty cool, ne? XD
And I will take the digicam with me so that I can make more pictures of this place! :D

nya, that is all from me for today. maybe i am going to the lavender food centre, try to eat something. and for the rest i'll just relaxing :)

haebin: (Antique ||| Jin Hyuk+Son Woo ||| Demonic)
So, I am back from my trip to Suntec City, Marina Bay and the Singapore Flyer. Everything was okay, no problems. And the best thing ... I took a ride with the Singapore Flyer ... muahahahahahaha XDDD
So, so awesome! And I made great pictures *_*
Okay, when we were at the highest point I really felt a little bick sick. I am not really good with hights and so on. But it was so awesome. And just 30 Singapore Dollar what is pretty cheap in my eyes (also knapp 15 euro).
Really, really cool. And the skyline of Singapore is so, so aweomse! *_*

So, for today I think I will go to the swimming complex again. But at the afternoon, when it is not so hot anymore ^^
And I wanna stay there til the evening :D

For tomorrow I'll go to Burgis or maybe to the Merlion/City Hall. I will decidite it in the morning XD

So, 1 week til I'll see SHINee! MUAH! Really, I am so in love with their song "RingDingDong", rofl. Everytime when I am here at the computer I am searching the song on youtube and listen to it. I think, they are cute XD
And I am seeing them live, YES!!!♥♥♥♥♥

So, okay, that's all from me. Need a little bit rest now to become finally healthy! :)

See ya!
haebin: (Alan Luo ||| Peace)
so, ich mache es auf deutsch, weil ich eine faule socke bin :D
wir haben jetzt 6 uhr und ich bin schon wach. und das schon seit 4 stunden ^^
na ja, ist ja auch keine meisterleistung nachdem ich gute 20 stunden geschlafen habe.

magenschmerzen habe ich zwar immer noch, aber das ist auch kein wunder, wenn ich seit gut 2 tagen nichts mehr gegessen habe. zumindest kann ich jetzt schon wieder wasser trinken ohne mich zu uebergeben. ich finde, das ist ein guter fortschritt!

ich denke mal, ich werde sobald es hier hell wird, zur Marina Bay fahren und fotos machen :)
es ist morgens, da sind kaum leute unterwegs und es ist nicht gleich 34 grad heiss. im moment macht mir naemlich die hitze wirklich uebelst zu schaffen. also werde ich den morgen damit verbringen durch die gegend zu schleichen (rennen is noch unmoeglich, da ich doch recht schwach auf den beinen bin) und mittags dann wieder nach hause kommen, mich ein bisschen ausruhen und dann nachmittags bis vielleicht abends um 9 ins freibad gehen <3
und nix asiatisches mehr essen, lol XD

mit jutta habe ich die nacht auch ein bissi gechattet und sie hat gleich meine mama angerufen, um sie zu beruhigen. also mama, wenn du das liest, ich bin okay. keine gedanken machen, okay?
streichel lieber fuer mich die schweinchen und kiki :D
und knuddel mir mirko!
ich hoffe euch geht es gut! Denke oft an euch :)

Ah, heute is es uebrigens nur noch eine woche bis ich SHINee sehe! :D
Die sind sooo cool! Und so sexy! Und so verdammt jung, rofl. Aber ich freu mich wirklich wahnsinnig drauf :3

So, jetzt weiss ich nichts mehr zu schreiben ^^
Also, wie gesagt, keine gedanken machen, okay?

Und hier nochmal fuer alle:


PS: Btw, schaut da jemand die neue Big Brother Staffel in Deutschland? Ich hab da mal bei youtube geschaut und die ersten 10 bewohner gesehen. rofl, wo haben die die denn ausgegraben, ey? XDDDD
Btw, Unterschichtenfernsehen rul0rt halt XXDDDD

Bis dann :)
haebin: (Pikachu ||| Happy Dance)
oh my god, I had an amazing day. just an amazing day.
but let me start from the beginning.

yesterday i did nothing. seriously, i slept the whole day. and when I woke up ... i did nothing, lol. in the evening i went out with jamie for dinner in the food centre. we had a long and intense talk about our lives and it was very touching. seriously, i am learning so, so much here. about the people, their lifes, my life. about emotions, the life, about religion or how to handle the life.
this trip is so inspiring. I am meeting so many beautiful people, making new experiences. It is amazing, just amazing.

Sadly yesterday evening i had trouble with my stomach again. normally i don't have any problems with asian food, but this time i am extremely sensitive. so i throw up twice yesterday :(
I really felt horrible, tried to go early to bed, but couln't sleep.

so, to wake up at 8am this morning was pretty hard. but i hate a *date* with alecs on 10.30am
I thought, okay, u have enough time, u can take a long, hot shower. i was SO WRONG, lol. the water was icecold. so i needed only 5 minutes, lol. I left the hostel 9am, took the bus 147 to the central. So I was there ... 1 hour and 15 minutes too early, lol. I sat on the Singapore river and watched people. I really love it there.
so, alecs came too late. he is nagging about me the whole time that i am too slow, but he is always so late. we are the perfect couple, lol.

so, we met us and went to the mrt ... and ... omg, that was so embarrassing, rofl. the ground was slippery and of course ... I slipped out, looool. but thanks god I didn't fell on my ass in front of him. he was pretty fast and grabbed me ... and he didn't take his hand away *giggles*
It was one of those moments ... like in a bad dorama, rofl.

So, we went to the station and talked and took the mrt to the harbour ... place, whatever XD

so, vivo city is a huge mall. a really huge mall. u can walk there for hours and hours and u doesn't see everything. i thought about buying stuff for my family and friends, but honestly ... i don't know what to buy, lol o_O
I really want to buy stuff for family and friends but when I am seeing things I don't have the urge to buy o.O"
maybe when I am close to leaving singapore. let us see.

so, i walked around with alecs, he bought me something to eat and then we found at the information centre some flyers about the next concerts ... and I found one flyer I was pretty attached to it.

on february 1st and 2nd there is a concert at the esplanade concert hall.
"Oh Joonsung Drama Concert - Music from Korean Drama Favourites"
With special Appereances by:
Bobby Kim, Mario& and ... SHINee
omfg ... SHINee? SHINee are coming to Singapore? O.O

I was like ... oh no, I can't attend it. it is too expensive and ... I don't know.
So, when Alecs left me around 12.30pm, I went to the terrace and thought ... wtf? Why can't u going, Anke? Tell me one fucking reason about it?
so, i was insecure at the date. Would I be still there at february 1st? So I messaged Jutta to call my mum and ask for my last day here in Singapore because I am always forgetting when I have to leave, lol.
So, Jutta did it and called my mum, rofl XDDD (in germany it was around 8am) ... DANKEEEEEEE! DANKE FUER DEINE HILFE MAUS!

And when I got the message, that I am still here at February 1st, I went to the information centre and asked there for the ticket. And I could buy it there. So I did it XD
I am going to another concert and seeing SHINee! HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT?!?!
Now I am seeing for the first time in my life korean artists, woooooohoooooo!!!

so, i was totally happy and went to the terrace again. and it is really beautiful there. u can walk around and sit ... and playing in the water XD

U can have a first impression of it here:



it is really an awesome place and I enjoyed it so much. for hours, lol. and of course i got a new sunburn, rofl XD
but i don't care because i had a really awesome time there!

so, i was truly blessed because i watched a beautiful sunset there and made amazing pictures! :D

I left vivo city in the evening and because i was so fucking lazy i took a cab. and i swear, singaporean cab drivers are funny. i had a really and interesting talk with the driver and laughed so, so much. he talked about singapore and the foreigners, asked me whether i would teach children here or not oO
i was surprised and asked him why he is thinking something like that. he answered: your english is for a german pretty amazing and u are a pretty young woman, so i think u are teaching or studying.
I told him that i would love to work here and he said, many foreigners who are having a brain (lol) are able to work and to live here without problems. it would be very easy to find a job in singapore so i should try it!

cool, ne? so many people are thinking i would teach here o.O

So, when i came back from the hostel and our grace asked me where I was today. So i told her in the next second that i am going to a concert. and she said, aaaaaah, i wanna go there, too XD
Maybe she will buy a ticket as well and so we can go together, lol XDDDD

awesome, so awesome!

nya, right now i am back at the hostel, sitting at the lounge and watching with the other tv.
oh by the way, i am totally silly. i made several pictures of my fingers today. i draw some funny faces on it and made pictures. like pictures of my feet, rofl.
i have way too much fun to make silly pictures, lol.

and i played with a little boy today at vivo city. i swear, when u have the time, do it as well! take off your shoes (not now, but when the first sunshine is here!) and walk barefeet through the grass and jump in a ... waterthingie, lol. i don't know the right word XDDDD

so, for tomorrow i will meet grace, her sister ivon and her boyfriend XDDDD

This will be an amazing week, seriously!!!

take care everyone!!!

Anke :DDD
haebin: (RAIN ||| Body)
lol. at first i have to say one thing. today i was so NOT in the mood for a concert, for going out or leaving the hostel. I was actually very grumpy because of this muggy heat. For a second i thought about staying in my room, but Sata said to me *go out and enjoy yourself* So, I did. And it was a good choice. It was a really good choice.

Actually, Rosie didn't pick me up today because she was working. wasn't so bad for me, because of thatI had to go alone out. I found a cab, I had a really awesome conversation about bollywood shows and seeling their tickets for 500 singapore dollars *what means 250 euro* with the driver and laughed a lot. The singapore indoor stadium is pretty impressing. and it is next to a river. not the singapore river, but another one. and the condominiums there are impressive. awesome. I made a lot of pictures.
There was a little bit of *beach* so I made some pretty pictures with the beach, the river, all the buildings behind. I sat there at the river, listened to Kangta and messaged with alecs.
maybe it sounded kitchy, but i felt so good and I wanted to share this moment with him, even when he didn't was in my near.

And by the way ... jutta? Ich hab Fotos von einem stein gemacht. Ich hab es dir gesagt!!! :D

Anyway, at first it was kinda hard for me. I was the only caucasian there, so everone, really everyone, looked or stared at me o.O
I felt so uncomfortable and was close to tears, so I messaged alecs again and told him, what I feel. He cheered me up and was there for me ♥
So, they opened the doors at 7.30PM. I went inside *between all those pretty asian people* and there was a table with stuff. I grabbed a noticebook with david tao on the cover, because it was for free. there were posters, too, but i didn't pick one because I was to shy o.O
So, I went to my place and i had a really awesome view to the stage. god, I was so close o.O
it was forbidden to take pictures in the hall and during the show, but everyone did it. So, I did it too *blushes*
And I was a bad girl, because ... I recored some of the songs with him. At first I recorded David at the stage ... before realizing that next to me was a huge screen, rofl. So I hope, I did it right ... I guess so, because the card of Juttas digicam is full now, lol.

So, I can't say one thing about the songs he sung. I have no idea about his songs. But he sang a lot of famous songs like Another Brick in the Wall, It's easy, All you need is love ... and he owned my heart when he sang FOXY LADY of Jimi Hendrix. Do u know that I love the songs of Jimi Hendrix since I am 17?
And I have to say one thing. He is an awesome guitar player. Awesome. I sat often there with an open mouth, staring at the screen, having goosebumps, lol.
And he is a pretty guy. Not bad for his 40 years. Actually he looks like he would be 32. He told us, that all the singapore women are damn pretty and he is single, searching for the love of his life.
Sometimes he spoke in english and he was so funny, that I laughed a lot. But in the middle of the sentence he changed into chinese, everyone laughed and I didn't understand one single word, lol.
I really have to learn chinese, seriously.

He is awesome. He invited a fan to come on the stage, held her hand and sang for her *I recorded that, hehe*. At one song he had a choir of singaporean kids on the stage and they sang with him. Jesus, that was ... whoa, just whoa. Very amazing.
And his voice is love, pure love. He can sing the highest tones and it sounds so awesome. His voice reminds me a little bit of Leehom Wang. Or is Leehom Wang singing like David Tao? lol.

He told some funny things about his life. That he learned playing guitar when he was very young. He learned while he was eating, while he was on toilet ... sometimes more than 30 minutes and his mum knocked like crazy on the door, asking him what he is doing, rofl.
Or learning during sleep. so he had 6 strings on his face in the morning and it wasn't cool to go to school like that :P

Or talking about his parents. That his dad loved elvis presley and his mum was a opera singer from the peking opera. So at night he heard his father singing *Love me tender* and then he heard his mum, singing chinese opera *and when u don't know what I mean, use youtube to watch it* peking opera can be very disturbing. he said that, too.

His manager Andy had his birthday today so we sang for him Happy Birthday, that was really cool. David tried really hard to cheer up the audience, but the singaporean people are really shy. He noticed that and then he left the stage, came to the barrier, yelled *screw the rules* and than we sang together.

there were a lot of children on the barrier and David stroked them, gave handshakes and kissed a little girl. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :3

Really amazing was, the concert started at 8.48PM and ended at 23.35PM!!! Isn't that amazing? I am still flashed of the concert and I have really to look for some of his cds here.

I've met two lovely and cute chinese girls and before the concert started, we talked about him, JJ Lin, ZaiZai and F4, rofl. They were so surprised that a german girl is interesting in chinese culture and music and staying here for 4 weeks. When I talked about coming here and staying here, both of them said to me: U really need a job here. U are knowing more than me about Singapore.
The whole time they said I should live here ... maybe, who knows? :)
So I will add them at facebook. We changed numbers and they wanna go out with me for dinner, yay :D

Isn't it amazing that I am meeting here so many interesting people who are liking me and interested in me and where I am from?
Shoe said to me: U are having an exciting life. And at the moment ... is it true :D

So, that is all from me.
I have to go off now, taking a short shower and going to sleep *next to saying my buddhist prayers* because of getting up at 9AM, preparing to go together with Grace for the tattoo convention. Yay!

Lots of Love,

Edit: At the end I snagged some of the posters, lol. XDDDD


Jan. 8th, 2010 05:32 pm
haebin: (Code Geass ||| Do not want)
omg, it is horrible hot and muggy today. I am not really in the mood for going out or seeing the concert, lol. Too tired. But I am going, I think. And when I am coming home, taking a long shower and crawling to the bed, so that I am ready to go to the Tattoo convention with Grace tomorrow.

Actually Rosie wanted to come, picking me up and going with me to the Singapore Indoor Stadium, but she called me from work, she is still busy. I am ok with that. I'll search for a cab, I am not really used to the bus system here. I don't know all those streets, lol.

Tomorrow I'll meet Grace for the tattoo convention at 11AM. She is coming with a cab to my hostel, calling me and then we will take the same cab to the expo =)

I am so excited to go to the convention. A lot of beautiful tattoos. And I am ready to make hundreds of pictures, lol.

So, today I can't really write down a lot. I was for a short time out but it was way too hot. So I was hiding myself at the hostel.

Hm, still having one hour til I am leaving the hostel for the concert. So slowly I start to become nervous *and trust me, I am always nervous here*

But I will do, like Sata said: Enjoy yourself <3

Lots of love,
haebin: (DBSK ||| Come on)
So, finally. Here is my number for Singapore:


When u wanna have contact with me, please send me a text message. I tend to miss all the calls I get because I am always so distracted.

so, anyway. changed my room today. there are two caucasian girls, but I saw only one for a minute. They are leaving on sunday, so ... whatever :P

Want to go out a little bit, have to buy keys and a *Schloss* (don't know the english word) for my closet, so that I can lock up my passport and money and so on. And this evening, david tao, yay. I really can't imagine how it will be. another yay.

CU :)

PS: Orangensaft aus der Dose mit Fruchtstueckchen schmeckt nicht wirklich.

35 days!!!

Dec. 1st, 2009 01:25 pm
haebin: (I am here for you)
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Only 35 days left!

35 days!!!


Can you believe it? God, time passes by so fast! Only 35 days left. I can't believe it. And I start to become REALLY nervous. But at the same time I can't wait to go back :3
And another great news ... I am going to David Taos concert in Singapore, yay :D
It's on January 8th :D
Rosie, my dear, was so lovely to order the ticket for me and I can give her the money in Singapore. Yay \^^/
haebin: (Misc 36)
Okay, we started pretty early in the morning because I wanted to attend the signing session of MUCC. Yay for fangirling ;P
Sadly I couldn’t sleep the night before and woke up so damn early, lol. That means, I had a really long day. But anyway, it was so, so damn worthy :P

So, like I said it before, we started at 9 AM. We had a drive of like 2 hours + 20 minutes.
It was funny. We listened at first Leehom Wang, because I didn’t want to shock my mum XD
So, after 1 ½ hours I asked her whether I could listen MUCC or not? She said, yes, of course. And had no idea how MUCC sounded, lol :P
So, I put the CD in and pressed start … and we had this conversation:
Mum: … o_O
Is that MUCC?
Me: Yup
Mum: They are loud …
Me: Yup :P
Mum: That’s not music, that is only row >_>

The drive was okay, but the last 30 minutes we had a horrible traffic jam (because of all those fucking road works). I thought to myself, nya, maybe I’ll have the luck and can join the session. If not, bad luck *shrug*
But I had luck … even when we was too “late” XD
The signing session started at 1 PM-2.30 PM. And we arrived “Die Zeche” in Bochum like ten minutes before it was One ‘O Clock ;P
And trust me … the line in front of the club was fucking long O_O
So many people. And the best thing was … they stood in a line! Like normal people! O.O! Without any pushing fangirlies or aggressive bitchy gothic lolitas =D
Fucking awesome. So, my mum and I left the car and joined the line. And we came pretty early in a talk with different girls =D
It was too funny. One of them was awesome. She reminded me on my friend he reminded me on my friend >chain_atreides> from Berlin. She looked like her, she had the same humour, she was fucking awesome. I laughed so much the whole time. And my mum was totally accepted. The girls were really cool and I had a lot of fun with them :3
So, we stood in the line … for a long time ^^
And I don’t know, but I knew I would get the autographs even when the line was so damn long. It was just … trusting in the universe ;P
And my mum said the whole time: Oh no, it won’t work. There are so many girls in front of us. It will never work.
And I said her the whole time she shouldn’t be worried about it.

Do you remember that I was under the first 50 people at Dir en Greys Signing Session? Now I was under the last 50 people at MUCCs signing session, lol.
So, we had to wait like one hour. But it was totally okay, because no pushing and so on. Everything was so calm, I was totally surprised. Maybe some of the fans grew up? XD

So, after 2 PM we entered the club and came in a little “vestibule”. So, at first I saw some fans, after that a table and on the right side Miya + on the left side Tatsuro. My mum came with us, but she stood on the side and watched the guys. And she said in a very loud voice: OH MEIN GOTT, DIE JUNGS SIND JA SO SÜSS!!! (Oh my god, the boys are SOOO cute!) … I was like, oh no, oh no, that say that in THIS VOICE! Everyone laughed, even the security and I turned so unbelievable red ^^
So, I took out the CD “Gokusai” from my bag and gave Miya my cover.
So, he looked on me, smiled, said hi and gave his sign. And then he gave me his hand. I was really surprised, because Dir en Grey didn’t do it at their signing session. Except you gave them your hand for a handshake. I took Miyas hand and smiled at him. And his hand was so unbelievable soft and his shake was kinda gentle. It is so cute that the guys are all so damn shy :P
I didn’t remember what Miya wore, but the first thing I recognized was his hair. And than his eyes. He has beautiful eyes.
So the next one was SATOchi … my favourite :D
He looked at me too, smiled (and I smiled, too! :D), gave his sign and his hand. He said thank you with a really warm tone in his voice and he sounded so happy. So I said “thank you” to him in the same tone like he did :P
And I really love his hair. It’s not short and not long, but brown and it’s permed XD
And it reminded me so much on Alecs. Maybe that was the reason, that he was so unbelievable nice + cute, because I grinned like an idiot *lol*
The next one was Yukke, but I can’t really remember on him. He seemed a little bit pissed off or annoyed. Don’t know why. Maybe because the fans who wanted to see them had no end? XD
Anyway, the next one was Tatsuro. And damn, he looked great. The first thing I noticed were his huge glasses. But it looked damn good on him *_*
His hair was like in this picture:
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I think it’s kinda sexy :P
When he gave me his sign, he took my hand and said “Tschüss” XD
And I said “okay, ciao!” XD
Lol XD

So, after I got my autographs I was totally happy and my mum and I went back to the car … and slept there for like 2 ½ hours XD

At 6.20 PM we went back (the 30 meters ^^) to the club and went inside. Without pushing again \^^/
So, I bought for myself a poster (now I can re-decorate my room!) and a shirt, yay :D
It looks really cool, I hope I can make some pictures of it ^^
The club was really cool *_*
It had an gallery and some steps at the left side, where you could sit on it. Extremely cool. So, my mum chose to sit there and I stood on the gallery. And I had an extremely cool sight on the stage *_*
It was look like watching TV XD

So, the concert started at 7 PM \o/

At first SATOchi came on the stage. He wore black jeans, a black singlet with print and a black vest … yay for Armpr0n XDDD
The next one was Miya. He wore black pants (the pants were strange, but kinda typical for MUCC concerts … you know, those pants who looks like a long skirt XD), a black shirt and a black hat *_*
And I realized it now (!) that he had a goatee … mdfjhcncmcjfhfgfg? A goatee? Nothing is so damn sexy like a goatee :P
He looked damn awesome.
Yukke wore black pants, black shirt and a grey jacket ^^
They started to play and then Tatsuro came on the stage *_*
And OMFG … his hair is soooooo long! O_O
Awesome, just awesome!
He wore those black pants, too and a black shirt which was tooooo huge for him, lol.
And then he started. Damn, it was awesome. Just awesome!
You know, I am listening a lot of music so I can’t never remember on the setlist, but they played a lot of songs I know XD
I try to find a setlist for the concert yesterday ^^
Anyway, it was awesome. Tatsuro banged like crazy and he really danced :D
Was sooo cool to watch him. The funniest thing was that he jumped on one (!) leg from the right side to the left side and back. I laughed so much about it ^^
I had the feeling that he wanted to run back to Japan, because he was always in motion and the stage was too tiny for him, lol. I liked that the fact that he interacted a lot with the fans. Sometimes he stood on the side, the hand in his hip and watched just the jumping fans. Too cool. Miya was the same like him. He had an unbelievable energy, jumped and ran over the stage and he seemed so, so happy. One time he looked at the dancing people and his face expression was: WTF, is THAT real? That can’t be :D
All of them were extremely happy and energetic.
And the best thing ever was … all of them were barefoot. MINDFUCK FOR ME! XDDD
And they spoke English. I was so, so happy about it. The first two times I saw MUCC Tatsuro spoke always in Japanese. I like the language, but I am too lazy to learn it. So I prefer Japanese artists speaking English ;P
And his English is fucking awesome XD
One time he tried to teach us Japanese, lol. He asked the audience what means “thank you” in Japanese? And everyone screamed: ARIGATOU!!!
He laughed and said: no, no. You’ll learn a new word. I teach you. You can say (and I don’t know if it is the right word and I am pretty sure that I’ll write in a wrong way^^): Saszaas? Sazaz?
Don’t know, but I never heard it before ;D
I guess, he was kinda proud of it.
One thing I really liked was the fact that Tatsuro made this typical Japanese bow in front of the fans. I felt so touched :3

So, one song started very slowly. He told us something in English, but I didn’t understand him ^^
But everyone sat down … even the people in the crowd o.O
I was like “wtf”, but I did it, too. And I realized, that we all should jump up at the same time. And we did it. The audience freaked out. They even had a mosh pit and crowd surfing ;D
Was too funny to watch them. The only thing you saw where headbanging heads XD
So, of course everyone of MUCC spoke something in English. Can’t remember what Yukke said (I don’t like him to be honest), but Miya said that he is happy to be back and that we are the best and so on. SATOchi screamed 3x: HEY! (of course everyone did the same, lol). Then he told us, he loves us and Bochum is a nice city ;P
And Tatsuro screamed: WHAT THE FUCK? XDDDDD
He told us the same. That he is happy to be back and that he loves us and so on ^^
Than he said: Puh, it’s warm … (and a fan screamed: TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES!) … because you are the best! \^^/

One time he told us fans in german, we should dance. And his german was sooo, sooo cute! He said always: “dansen, dansen, dansen!” XDDD
And he danced really. Like myself and everyone else ;D

And I really love the fact that Tatsuro is so lively on stage. When he is singing it is like … he is telling you a story, deep from his soul. It is like … mindfuck. I can’t find a better word for it :P
And even when they songs are kinda “emo”, they give a lot of positive energy to the audience. I loved it. And I got goose bumps XD

Anyway, the concert was fucking awesome! Enjoyed it so, so much!

And at the end I really found a setlist :D

0. Kyuutai 1. Houkou 2. Hide And Seek 3. Ageha 4. Fukurou no yurikago 5. Utagoe 6. Fuzz 7. Oz 8. Kanariya 09. hanabi 10. Sora to ito 11. Shiva 12. Bouzenjishitsu 13. Ranchu 14. Saishuu Ressha (EN 1) 15. Libra

They had a break of 10 minutes and then they gave an encore of two songs. And everyone of them wore a MUCC band shirt then. And they looked very good in it XD

So, that’s all. Damn, I wrote just fucking two hours on this review :P
But I enjoyed it. Hope, you enjoyed it, too :D

haebin: (Misc 33)



Review will follow tomorrow, I am deadly tired,
because it was a long day. But it was FUCKING GREAT!!!
haebin: (Misc 31)
Because I am not online tomorrow morning I am posting my usual "OMFG-I-AM-GOING-TO-A-CONCERT"-Entry now :D
And yes, tomorrow I'll see MUCC live. I am so, so happy about it :D
MUCC was my first Jrock-Band ever and it was awesome. Can't wait to see the guys :D

My mum and I will leave tomorrow morning our home to join MUCCs signing session. I hope everything will turn out pretty well.

Anyway, fangirling now and going to bed!

Luv ya all :D

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Oh my god! I am still totally flashed from Miyavi! :D

But let’s start at the beginning, ne? ;D

Jutta, my mum and myself left our apartment pretty late for my taste ;P
Normally I am forcing them to drive so early as possible to a concert. But today I wasn’t in the mood for it ^^

Honestly, I wasn’t in the mood for a concert. But every time when I want to see Miyavi live I am feeling like that. Don’t know why ^^
But when I am feeling like this the concerts became always (!) gorgeous =D

So, we started at 4.30 PM and had a 2 hours drive. I’ve read the whole time in a book, so the time passed by really fast.
When we arrived at the concert hall I was irritated by the few people I saw in the front of the entry o.O
Like 50 people O_O
My first thought was … wtf? Is nobody interested in Miyavi anymore?
But I was so wrong ^^
The opened the door so that the most of the fans were inside of the hall when we arrived ^^
So, it was pretty cool to go to the entry, going inside without any crazy pushing fangirlies ^^

I tried to buy two posters of Miyavi, but there were too many people for me there. I didn’t like it and they pushed too much for me. So I’ve waited for Jutta and my mum. When we met again, I took Jutta with me and went direction stage. My mum didn’t want it. She is more the person who is standing behind, just watching.
Jutta and I had a great place. We were at the left side and I had the perfect view on the stage. So, we waited … and waited … and waited =D

On the tickets you could read that on 7 PM they would open the door, but it was already open ^^
So, the lights turned off and at 7.30 PM the band came on the stage \^^/
I guess, Miyavi did it too, lol.
I tried to see from what direction he came on the stage, but I missed it XD
And suddenly he stood on the stage. And he looked sooooooooooooooooooooooo good. So unbelievable good *_*!!!
He wore a black jeans, a black singlet with a silver (?) print and a black jacket *_*
His hair is kinda short in the neck, black with a little bit of blonde ^^
Very cool!
The first two songs he didn’t play the guitar, but I didn’t care. I love it when he is rapping ;D
It was awesome ^^
I have to admit I can’t remember the set list. I know every song of him, but I can’t remember the titles. I am just too old for it, LOL! XD

But the fifth song was a guitar solo!
And it was awesome. I really love it that Miyavi is influenced by blues, funk and jazz. I love it. And to watch him playing the guitar is just ... mdfjdhdgdhdgdgfgf O_O
It makes you speechless! :D

The best thing of the whole concert was the fact that he spoke in English. I was so, so happy about it. So I could finally understand him. And his English was perfect. I understood everything he said. Of course he turned on the fans with “Can’t hear you!”, “Jump, Jump, Jump!” (XD), “Are you having fun?” “Ihr seid geil” XD
It was awesome.
But when he started to talk about the last months, when he became independent and he was scared and than he realized that all his fans stood still behind him, even when he became a daddy, I started to cry. I never did this before. I cried at Dir en Grey because I felt a lot of pain inside of me … but I never cried at a concert because an artist touched me so deeply.
When he said “I became a dad”, everyone started to applaud and he sounded so proud. So proud and full of love when he said the name of his daughter Lovely.
I wanted to hug him. Really. I really wanted to hug him, stroke his hair and say: I am unbelievable proud of you.
And hey, I can do that :D
I am older than him XD
I cried so much I couldn’t believe it. And in the next moment I started to dance and laugh because it was just awesome :D

One song (don’t know the title of it) was so wonderful, because he sung only with a piano (playback ^^). It was enthralling. And I got goose bumps ;D

He had so much fun, he gave everything. Unfortunately he had some trouble with his voice, but anyway he gave his best. He gave his heart and his soul and you could feel it. And he always said how thankful he is for the support the fans gave him in the last months. That doesn’t matter where we live and what we are doing, so much things are connecting us. Like music… (and yes, I cried again ^^)

His band was kinda cool, too ^^
But they were shy at the same time XD
My favourite was the Bassist … gosh, I love guys with a bass *_*
99% of them are damn sexy :P
And this guy was it, too =D

After the eight song Miyavi made a little break. And a guy of the staff helped him to leave the stage because he was so exhausted. But he came back and sung again. And talked with us again.

And you know what was really gorgeous? Some fans started to push like crazy and Miyavi saw the girls suffering in the first rows … so he said to the fans: “Can you go back one step, please? No pushing. Just go back for one step” … and the fans did it. I never, never, saw this before. The fans did it. And everyone was happy.

I really saw a lot of Japanese bands and I love them all, but Miyavi is acting with his fans so much. Not those stupid five minutes cm other artists doing. No, he is really communicating with his fans, showing his true self. He is having a strong connection to them and I am so happy that I was a part of it :3

I don’t know how many songs he sung, but my mum said he had a real play time of 1 1/2 hours, what is really a lot ^^

And of course he gave an encore ^^
A funny thing was that all the fans yelled everytime “Miyavi! Miyavi! Miyavi” and he was too cool! He replied: “Yeah, that’s my name” XD
And when they didn’t stop he said: “I know, I know”
I don’t know why, but I laughed a lot about it ^^
He is just a cool guy :D
And I was so happy that I shout out: We love you! And Jutta said, I was loud enough that the club heared me, lol.
He smiled, so I think he heard me too XD

Nya … I think, that’s all. I am so happy that the concert was so great. That he showed so much of his soul. And that he touched me sooo deeply.
He said: When you are calling my name, I am coming back soon!
And I trust him :D
I want him to come back!

Thanks for everything, Miyavi-san!!!
haebin: (Misc 20)
It was awesome, just awesome!
I had so much fun and Miyavi is just gorgeous *_*
I am totally in love with him :3
I danced, banged my head, jumped, cried, laughed.
It was awesome.
I am so flashed and I really adore him!

Thanks Miyavi-san for such a great concert!
I am unbelievable happy for you!
And for all of your fans :D

haebin: (Misc 29)
Yay, it's time. Time for Miyavi :D
I am so happy to see him again.
I am sure this concert will be awesome :D

Have fun @ myself, Jutta and my mum :D

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I am back from the concert. It was ♥ !
Stood in the first row, close to Karyu.
I missed the guys. They had a lot of fun :3

I am enthralled and want to say to the guys: Yeah, you all are damn sexy :>
That means:
Zero, I want to f*ck you. Hizumi, I want your baby. Karyu, I want to lick your nipple and to suck your tongue. Tsukasa, I want to play on your flute :)

Review will follow, I think. That was just a first impression.0
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I'm off for the D'espairsRay concert.
Have fun @ myself.


Jul. 4th, 2009 07:48 pm
haebin: (Misc 30)
I found a just adorable picture of Shinya =D
It was made secretly by Toshiya at Metaltown in Sweden. Yes, Toshiya is a meanie, making a picture of Shinya, when the guy is so drunk XP

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According to Toshiyas blog-entry Shinya drunk “Jägermeister” XD
I laughed so much when I saw the picture for the first time, because it reminds me on my black-out-parties XD
Damn, I miss that. When I’ve met Jenni we talked about our one night we had in the Thai-Bar … where we both endet so fucking drunk :P
And I swear, when I am going back to Berlin, I’ll have a drinking-party with Wiebke! Too sad that Jutta is a good girl and doesn’t drink much alcohol :P

When I browsed through Deviantart I found amazing photos of Dir en Grey, which a fan made in their concerts. I think, she worked with Photoshop on the pictures, but the results are amazing! Take a look!

Very impressing )
Not bad, ne? ;)

Yesterday evening my “graphic-skills” (*cough*) came back and I made 100 icons and two wallpapers. Mostly coloring, but I realized that I like simple icons :3

Maybe I’ll try to make more this evening. Let’s see. And at 10 pm, Jutta and I want to watch “The Grudge” … I guess, I will freak out because one time I tried to watch the movie and stopped it after 5 minutes because I was so scared :P
But I really want to know what is the movie about :P

Take care and have a nice evening :3
Lots of Love, Anke

PS: Vergesst nicht meinen Bücher-Verkaufs-Entry morgen XP *werbemodus* :3

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So, I thought, I could write down, what I did in Berlin … if someone is interested :P
I really had an awesome time there and I want to write everything down, what I can remember, because in a year I want to read the entry again and smile about the fact, how happy I was :3

You know, the “day” begun exactly at Wednesday at 7 AM *sigh*
I was so excited and nervous, that I couldn’t sleep the night before. So, I was awake the whole time until 4 AM. My parents and my brother were of course extremely tired, but they brought me to the airport. I didn’t expect that they would come with me to the check-in and I sent them home, because I saw how tired they were. So, we cuddled a lot, I waved when they drove back and then I went to the airport. I really love the Airport in Frankfurt, it is awesome, the atmosphere is great, but it is annoying when you have to walk 1 kilometre until you’ve reached your check-in counter. So, after walking for good 8 minutes I’ve found my check-in counter. And it was closed o.O
Of course I started to get afraid and felt. In such situations, I tend to freak out completely =/
Anyway, there were people in a row and I thought: Okay, I’ll stand there, too. Maybe I am right here…
And I was. I had a really nice guy who checked me in and then I had a whole hour to wait. I walked through the terminal, listened Dir en Grey of course and made some pictures. I really want to upload them, but right now my batteries are empty and I have problems with my cable =/
I hope so much, I can upload the pictures tomorrow *prays for it*

Anyway, after sitting around and observing the people, I could go to my Gate \^^/
And I was the first one there. So, I sat in the front of a huge window, send Jutta some messages with my cell phone because I was bored (and she was still sleeping *giggles*) and watched the airplanes. With the time more people came … and 90 % of them were business men. I felt a little bit awkward :P
Seemed, like I would be the only normal person there XD

So, short after 7 AM we could go in the airplane and I had a seat on the window \^^/
But unfortunately we had to wait to long to our start =/
But when the plane left the ground, I felt so free. I think, that is one of the most precious feelings I have. It is so hard to describe it, but every time when I am in a plane and this is leaving the ground I can feel what a huge peace is filling my heart. Like I would leave everything behind me. Even myself ^^

So, the flight was okay. Just 50 minutes and that is really short for me, because normally I have flights between 12 and 15 hours ;D
But it was okay. And the captain was nice :D
So, we arrived at 08:10 AM (not 07.55 AM) Berlin. And when the plane landed, I started to become really nervous about seeing Wiebke. I thought the whole time: Oh please, I hope she will like me. And will not be shocked when she sees seeing me.
So, I fetched my travelling bag and left the departure lounge. And my heart stopped. Wiebke wasn’t there … I swear, I was close to freak out. I grabbed my cellphone, wanted to give her a call and realized, that I didn’t saved her number on my cellphone … ARGH U_U
So, I called my mum in the morning, forced her to look to my firebird and searching for Wiebkes phone number. I was really totally agitated and had horrible visions of me being alone in Berlin.
So, my mum found the cell phone (what was a wonder, because her pc-skills are like zero), I finished the call, turned myself around and was like … Wiebke? O_o
She stood next to me and was searching for me, lol. Both of us cuddled us first and I was so glad to see her. And she is adorable. I really love her.
She said then: Stop, wait.
She went some steps back, put a Kaoru-Flag out of her bag and waved with it. So, I got my Kaoru-Fläggsche :D
Then we left the Airport and drove to her home à female student apartment-sharing community. I thought the way to the flat was sooooooo long. ^^
But when we arrived finally her home and went in, I felt comfortable in the first second. I really loved it there. And then I’ve met Jelena, Wiebkes friend and roommate. And she is adorable, too. I think, with Wiebke and Jelena it was love at the first sight :P

So, I’ve changed my clothes and forced Wiebke to drive with me to the “Saturn”, where the signing session were. I knew, she wanted to see Dir en Grey, but she was so NOT in the mood for the fangirlies XD
I really hoped so much that I would have the chance to see Dir en Grey and to get an autograph. But to be honest, I didn’t believe it. I thought the whole time: Forget it, Anke, you are never lucky when it is about such things.
I excepted that I would stand in the row, it would be 4 PM and Dir en Grey would leave the place for the signing session and I would be one of the losers, who got no autograph ^^

So, we drove to the Saturn. And damn, the way there was so damn long. I know one thing, Berlin is way too big for me. You have to walk a lot, even when you are using a bus, a train or something like that. And I am really, really lazy ^^
For someone like me, who is locked up the most of the time in her room, it was a huge journey :P

So, we crossed the “Gedächtniskirche” on the way to the Saturn, but … I didn’t like it. You know, I love churches and I love architecture, but this one was ugly. At least in my eyes ^^

That’s not really my taste ^^

So, when we came into near of the Saturn we discovered the first fans ^^
Of course all in black, typical mix between emo and visu. And I thought to myself: Anke, you are way too old for that XD

So, we went in the Saturn and had no Idea, what we had to do, lol. So I made Wiebke the suggestion to search for the CD-section and I was right :D
There was a stage o_O
And behind of that a huge screen, where they showed “The rose trims again” DVD … of course without a tone, rofl.
Maybe they did it because of the other customers :P

Here are some pictures :)

The staff from the Saturn sharing out water bottles for the fans o_O
I was really surprised. It was a great gesture for the people who’ve waited more than 3 hours … like Wiebke and me :P (we were there at 11.30 AM)

Some fans. And do you see the girls in the strange yellow plushie-thingie? They were a Pikachu and a yellow bunny. OMFG! At a Dir en Grey signing session? Are they serious? That was so fucking ridiculous, seriously. And shameful.
I mean … Dir en Grey, come on… I am 100% sure, that they guys backbite about the girls after seeing them, because … that is not okay for Dir en Grey. It’s okay for An Café and “maybe” for Miyavi, but NOT for Dir en Grey ^^

Poster :333

The stage ^^
The funniest thing was that some “fans” started to scream when the stuff put the five chairs on the stage o_O
Freaks, I swear. All of them are fucking freaks ^^

The stage again … and even when I saw five chairs and thought the whole time, that Kyo wouldn’t come on stage ^^

So, Wiebke and I’ve waited for 3 ½ hours. And yes, it was long ^^
Of course the fans started to stand up (why? oO) an hour before >_>
So, we had to wait *sigh*
And when I looked above my shoulder I saw a lot of fans o_O
I was so happy to stand near the entrance. I think, it was exactly 3 PM and the girls started to scream -__- (the next girl who will start to scream in my near at the next Diru-event, will get a slap from me, I swear). Because I am so damn tiny, I stood on my toes and saw at first Shinya and then Toshiya. And I was like: OMFG, squeeeeeeeeeeeee \^^/
They are real!!! … but only in my thoughts :D
I said the whole time to Wiebke: Oh my god, look at Totchi, he looks so cool, so cool! :D
And then I saw a piece of Kaorus hair and it was like heaven. He was really there.
I swear, my heart jumped like crazy and I smiled over my whole face. With every step closer to them I couldn’t believe it more, lol.
It was so unreal that Dir en Grey were really there. So, when I got through this little entrance, we stood in a row and I had the perfect view on the stage. I know, I repeat myself over and over again, but I couldn’t believe it. They looked so cool. And so normal at the same time. I saw some fans crying and their hands shook like crazy, but I was surprisingly very “normal”. The only thing was that I smiled like crazy ^^
And I thought, when they are signing my DVD, I’ll try to get a handshake. I mean, they couldn’t say more than “no”, right?

So, with every step I came closer to the table, where the guys sat. And then I stood in front of die. I said “hi” and gave him my dvd. He signed it and I know exactly that I looked at his right hand and his tattoo. And I thought: Wow, that looks really good on him *laughs*
He gave me the dvd back, I sat thank you, smiled and he gave me a little, shy smile. And then I did it. I reached him my hand and like in slow motion, he took his pen in his other hand and returned my handshake. God, I was so happy. I said “thank you” and smiled and he said “thank you”, too :D

And then … Kyo. My first thought was, when I looked in his face, omfg, he is a babyface O_O
Seriously, he is looking like 23 o.O
I said “hi” to him and he nodded to greeting. And … I know, it sounds strange, but that was my impression. He looked at me very long. Like he would look behind my mask. It was like checking me what kind of person I am. And I respond his very intense view at me. I smiled and when he signed my dvd, I looked at his hand and his tattoos. I took the dvd on me and said “thank you”, gave him my hand and he took it. And it was … his handshake was so gentle. He is such a wonderful person, even when he said no word (or he did and I didn’t hear it, because my whole world was only Dir en Grey & myself, lol). And I was really happy that he wore no sunglasses, because … you could really see in his eyes and I am deeply appreciate this ♥~

So, I went a step forward and stood in front of Kaoru. At first I looked in his face and even when he wore sunglasses, I could see how he looked at me. I smiled (okay, why I am writing this down? Because I smiled the whole time ^^), said “hi” and gave him my dvd. And I looked down on his tattooed arms. Damn, that looks good. And yes, he is hot. He has such an amazing aura, that is absolutely amazing. I was so glad when he gave me his hand and smiled at him. He nooded like “There you are, Hun” XD

The next one was Toshiya and he was really, really inviting. His gaze was interested and he checked the fans like Kyo. But he smiled, too and was really adorable. When he gave me his hand and I said “thank you”, he answered with “Dankeschön” XDDD
And Shinya is cute. His voice is so gentle and he was so nice and adorable. When I left the table, I turned around to Wiebke and smiled at her like crazy.

I stood for a little while in the near of the table and tried to make some pictures of Dir en Grey. I think, two or three worked, but when I had the perfect sight on the guys, my batteries were empty. I really was so close to scream. But anyway, I got autographs of Dir en Grey :D

Here two pictures which Wiebke made with her cell phone :D



And here are some clips, I’ve found at youtube :333

One of the funniest things at the signing session was the fact, that one girl brought some old visual kei-pictures for signing. But Kaoru and Kyo scratched their faces out XDDD

So, when Wiebke got her autographs, we left the place and went to an ice cream parlour for something to drink. We were both bouncy and happy and Wiebke giggled the whole time about my face expression :P

So, after an hour of relaxing we decided to leave the place to go to the venue. And I guess, we changed the bus/train 3 times until we’ve reached the venue. And I was deadly tired (had 30 hours of no sleep) and my feet hurt like hell. The crowd was quite normal at the beginning and Wiebke, myself and two friends of her sat there, waited and did nothing. I tried to find a little bit sleep, but I couldn’t. Sometimes I looked around for Jenni, but I couldn’t find her. And I left my cellphone at Wiebkes home, because my battery was empty -_- (I really need a new one).

So, here are pictures, which Wiebke made :3

Fans & Club

More Fans ^^

At 6 PM everyone stood up suddenly without a reason. And we had to stand there for another hour. I was sooo tired and thought, please, open the fucking door that I can walk. If not, my feet are dying off XD
But no, the opened the door exactly at 7 PM. And some of those fucking freaky crazy fangirlies started to push -_-
How annoying is that, men? Gosh…

Anyway, I went to the club and was surprised, how tiny it was. At first I stood next to the mixing desk, but then I saw the merchandise stand and a few fans stood there. So I left my place and bought a poster (and it looks awesome!) and the “A knot of” DVD *_*
After that I went back to my place, sat on the steps and waited. The club was tiny like I wrote it before, but we were like 850/900 people. So, at 8 PM the Intro (“Sabir”) started, the lights went off and the fans started to scream. And I mean, they really screamed ^^
At first Shinya came on stage, after that Kaoru, Toshiya and Die. I don’t know what Shinya wore, I always forget that ^^
But Kaoru wore a dark blue or black jeans, a white T-Shirt (I thought so, but I was wrong, hehe) and a black
Shirt. Toshiya wore trousers with camouflage-paint and a black singlet. And Die wore a black jeans and a white Singlet, too.
And then … Kyo came on stage, wearing a black trackers … and no shirt *_* (and I think, he didn’t wear some underwear *cough* :P)
And he wore a mask. That was the first time I saw him like that. The first song was Obscure and I was so angry, that I couldn’t bang because of my wisdom tooth surgery two days before. But so I had time to watch the performance. And it is unbelievable how Kyo is acting on the stage. He is full of energy, he loves it to sing and to bang … and then I have this image in my mind at the signing session where he was so shy ^^
And “Obscure” was awesome. He made some moves which were kinda creepy, but it fits perfect for this song.

It was unbelievable how happy the guys were. They really enjoyed it, they looked overjoyed and it was wow, just wow. Toshiya freaked out completely, jumped like crazy and motivated the fans over and over again.
Kyo screamed “DEUTSCHLAND” like 43847585643646 times and everyone was screaming, when he did it ;D
And of course Kaoru made his “cool” moves, too XD
Awesome, just awesome. I watched him playing the guitar and was really impressed. Sometimes he pushed his hips forward and he looked like he would fuck his guitar. In this moments I’ve bite my lip and thought: Oh yes, do it harder! XD
Deeper! More! That’s cool, that I had something like sex with him, *bwuahaha* ^o^

I like the fact, that Kyo motivated the fans with screaming “Jump! Jump!” at “The IIIrd Empire”. And yes, I jumped too. I know, I didn’t want it. But after the second song I gave up. You can’t go to a Dir en Grey concert and not banging. That is impossible.

So, here is the set-list :D

Sa Bir
Red Soil
Dozing Green


Glass Skin



Agitated Scream of Maggots
Merciless Cult
The IIIrd Empire


The Final
Clever Sleazoid

I really love Kyos Mantras. And in Berlin it was great. He sung and everyone, really everyone, was silent. So Kyos voice filled the whole club and it was so unbelievable intense. Sometimes, when I didn’t bang, dance, jump or scream, I watched the guys and I felt so much pain inside of me. When Kyo screamed I used the chance and screamed my lungs out. I guess, the one girl next to me was really shocked, lol. But to have the chance to let out all of your emotions (at least for me) isn’t so much here. So, I allowed myself to feel. And it was great. Scary sometimes because I felt the urge to do bad things (my friends are knowing what I am talking about, ne?...). But it was awesome.

After the third song I got my personal orgasm. Kaoru took off his shirt … cmjchfhfhvzdkchfhfzt
And yes, he wore a white singlet and damn, you could see his tattoos. I was … really woozy >PPPP

Funny was every time when Kyo had his mantra, all of them turned their backs to the audience and Kaoru pulled his singlet over his ass. But one time I had the chance to see a little bit of his skin … dmdjdhdgdfgfgfg XDDDDD

The concert was awesome, just awesome. When Dir en Grey left the stage, the audience freaked out, screamed the whole time “Ancore, Ancore, Ancore” and clapped their hands. And of course, Dir en Grey came back \^^/
The encore was amazing! I really can’t find words for it. They gave everything. They gave their best and everyone in the venue knew that.
When they had their last song, the audience screamed like crazy and Kyo stood there, smiled over his whole face and started to applaud us. And of course, the fans screamed more XD
It was surprising how long Kyo stood there, gave applaud and let the audience celebrate himself. He left the stage at first.
But Kaoru, Die, Toshiya and Shinya were so long at the stage. Even Kaoru and Toshiya jumped on the little box, raised their arms, screamed and gave us applause. :D
And Toshiya gave us a typical Japanese bow *_*
Too cute. Too cute! After Kaoru and Kyo he totally owns my heart :D
And of course, Die had a ventilator in his front and he looked the whole time like a topmodel. I think for Die the name “Japans next topmodel” is perfect XD

And they threw so many things in the audience. Water bottles, pleks, drumsticks, towels. I think, Berlin was the best concert ever. They love Berlin and when they are coming back I am going to Berlin again, but they gave never a better concert as in Berlin :3

So, when the lights went on, I left the venue. My only thought was to get some air. Outside of the club, I went to a wall, sat there and closed my eyes. I was so exhausted. And so wet because of the sweat ^^
I sat there and waited for Wiebke like 15 minutes. And suddenly I looked straight and saw Jenni running to me, screaming “Ankeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!” I wanted to scream, too but I had no voice. We fell in each others arms for like 10 minutes. I couldn’t believe that I saw Jenni. After cuddling like crazy we talked and I started to cry. She took me into her hug, stroked about my back and I cried like crazy. I was so, so thankful to see her. We made a date for Saturday and then Wiebke and I left the venue and went back home. I swear, when I made the first step in the apartment I was so, so thankful for it. My first way was in the shower, because I was so damn sweaty. And after that I wanted to come online, but Wiebkes connection didn’t work, so I went to bed, deadly tired. And I think, I only needed 10 minutes until I fell asleep XD

Oh, before I forget it. Here is a picture of Wiebkes signed CDs (I have to take a picture of my DVD soon as possible ^^)


And I found some great clips from the concert. Even when you are not a great fan of Diru, give them a chance and watch the clips

This one is extreme cool! It’s a fanmade clip with pictures a fan made *_*
And they are all in good quality :3

And the signing event again :3

So, in the next morning Jelena woke us up with the news that Michael Jackson died. At first I was surprised, but honestly … he was so sick over the last years, it was predictable *shrug*

So, the whole Friday I was at the bed, sometimes at Wiebkes PC, because I was damn groggy and my feet (and my not-existent teeth ^^) hurt like hell. At the evening Jelena made an unbelievable tasty chocolate cake and we had a lot of tea and wonderful talks. I felt so comfortable with both of them and I miss them. I hope, I can visit them again in the future :333

Jelenas cake *_*

On Saturday I slept until 1 PM after 40 hours of no sleep ^^
Wiebke woke me up, so I took a shower and then we left the flat. We drove to the Alexanderplatz in Berlin and damn, it was loud and full of people.
Honestly, I don’t like Berlin :o
It’s ugly, too loud, too many people and you can feel that everyone is so damn rushed and nervous. Horrible.
Anyway, at first Wiebke and I went to Burger King for “Breakfast” ;D
At 4 PM Jenni joined us and we had together a wonderful time \^^/
After Burger King we went to an ice cream parlor and eat some tasty icecream (even when it was fucking expensive ^^).
Short after 5 PM Wiebke and I had to leave Jenni. And yes, I cried when I had to leave her. Wiebke was so lovely and hold the whole time my hand until we arrived at the airport. I knew that she had to go to a birthday party, so I sent her home after cuddling her a long time ^^
Did I mention, that I love her? :P
So, when she went, I sat in a corner and cried in silence. It is always extremely hard for me to leave the people who are so precious for me. And because I had a lot of time, I called Jutta and ranted about Dir en Grey, lol. Poor thing ^^

The flight back home was okay. Just 45 minutes, a little bit trouble when we came to Frankfurt, but I didn’t care.
Because the air conditioner in the plane was so cold, I am having a cold now >_>

But anyway, I am still extremely happy about this wonderful “long” weekend :3

And after writing this entry for nearly three hours, I am finally finished :D


PS: ROFL!!! @ http://community.livejournal.com/dir_en_grey/2538453.html?view=38276309#t38276309
PPS: No friends-cut because I am a crazy bitch XDDD


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