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I can’t believe it. Only three days and I’ll see Dir en Grey live. Finally! After three years. Gosh, slowly I start to become nervous. I can’t wait for it, seriously. The music, Kyos voice, the athmosphere, seeing Kaoru. Wow, just wow. I am so, so excited. When I am listening music of Diru, I feel like my heart is start to bumping like crazy.

And Kaoru … he is SO my type of a guy, seriously. His whole behaviour, his style, he is … the perfect boyfriend for me ^^
I was always (since my puberty) attracted by rockers/rockstars. A guy like Gackt is in my taste of guys a huge exception. ^^
And I realize that I start to fall back in my old habit :P

Today I found two cute pics of Kaoru and yesh, he is SO MY TYPE :P

You know, when I see him, I know, he is a true guy. Drinking beer, smoking, fucking girls. Yeah, that is how to live, bitches >P

Yeah … you know, you are really cool, ne? >P

And I found a blog-entry of Kaoru and he is just cool. Just cool. He doesn’t care about others. He is talking about his work and you can see, how important it is for him. I like the fact, that he doesn’t care about the bitchy talks of his fans :D

Fans believe that I've turned 'emo' for some reason...Just cause I don't feel like going into detail on my answers in interviews. Or when I change the subject or something. I just don't wanna talk about it. That's all there is to it. I don't wanna talk about feelings and how others should feel during a song. It's not being 'emo', whatever the fuck that is. I can't speak for the others with there emotions or how they feel, when the interviewers ask. They speak for themselves. I can't do that for them.

And there I go, talking about work again. Damn...Screw this, I'm getting a beer.

He is awesome, so awesome. A pure, honest guy. Like a man has to be for me *_*

Today my mum got a call from the hospital. Next Tuesday she has to go again and on Wednesday (my birthday) is her surgery. Great timing ^^

Nya, that’s all from me, take care :)

Anke~