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haebin ([personal profile] haebin) wrote2009-04-14 04:26 pm
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What a dream...

I had a wonderful dream today.
I stood on a river in front of a typical thai-style house. Someone said I could buy this house. It was really beautiful and the best thing was the view. In the first floor there were a huge, open room and a huge veranda. In the back there were a stairway and all of the rooms were in the second floor. I went to one of those rooms and looked out of the window. I saw behind the house a huge rice field. And everything was red because of the sunset. It was … wow. When I woke up I felt so peaceful. I felt so unbelievable well. I’ve searched at Deviantart for some pictures and I found two, which were similar to my dream. Really similar. Kinda scary. But I swear, I’ve never seen those pictures before.
I wish, the dream would show me my future *laughs*
Living in Thailand in this wonderful house in this unbelievable beautiful scenery. Of course with a husband and a lot of children *cough*look at A.*cough* XD

Here are the pictures:

The house
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The Sunset (and it was exactly like that!)
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After I woke up I felt strong enough to leave the apartment. I made a lot of pictures with my Digicam. Only flowers, but some of the pictures turned out pretty well :)
I’ll upload the pictures as soon as possible, promised =)

And the best thing was … I went to the river \*_*/
*is very proud of myself*
Years ago, I was every day at the river, sitting there, listening music and reading. But with all the depressions and so on, I was too afraid. You know … the loss of the control and the longing to stop all the pain. So I try to avoid going to the river, when I don’t feel strong enough (like 99% of the year). I could do something really stupid…
But today I made it. I sat on the river, listened JJ and felt the wind and the sun on my skin. It was an unbelievable great feeling :)
I really enjoyed it :3

Nya, I think, that’s all from me … again ;)

Take care,
Anke~

[identity profile] apathymoon.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, what a very beautiful dream~! I love the part when everything was red due to the sunset.. Kirei ne! You're so lucky to have a dream like that. Work hard, and your dream will be at the palm of your hands in no time. <3

[identity profile] 1stepcl0ser.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
woah das 2.bild ist traumhaft... <3

[identity profile] tanfouk.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
There are fantastic bamboo "kit" homes one can buy. Some day I hope we can have these made in the US, instead of building with slower-growing wood. http://www.bambooliving.com/homes.html

[identity profile] beckilein.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh das klingt nach nem schönen Traum. :)

Und die Bilder sind wunderschööööön.
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[identity profile] chani-atreides.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Wooooow, so we basically all had an awesome day! Let's hope your dreams continue to be pleasant, wouldn't that be a nice change? I'll think of you tonight^^

[identity profile] kazu-hisoka.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
That's a very nice dream.^^ I hope that someday it comes true. *hugs*

[identity profile] keishiiikeis.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
:D

Sitting by yourself with just nature around you and listening to music is DA best evar! I used to do that every night on top of the monkeybars at the local playground when i was in spore :D

Here's wishing you many more such dreams to follow!

[identity profile] dianunex.livejournal.com 2009-04-15 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
that nice dream. love those dreams soo much^^
i see similars sunsents,is soo beauty^^
live near river sound wonderfull
hope your dreams will be great more often^^

[identity profile] energetic-red.livejournal.com 2009-04-15 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
That really sounds great! And I don't mean just your dream but that you were near the river and that you enjoyed yourself and the weather. *huggles you tightly*