What a dream...

[haebin]

I had a wonderful dream today.
I stood on a river in front of a typical thai-style house. Someone said I could buy this house. It was really beautiful and the best thing was the view. In the first floor there were a huge, open room and a huge veranda. In the back there were a stairway and all of the rooms were in the second floor. I went to one of those rooms and looked out of the window. I saw behind the house a huge rice field. And everything was red because of the sunset. It was … wow. When I woke up I felt so peaceful. I felt so unbelievable well. I’ve searched at Deviantart for some pictures and I found two, which were similar to my dream. Really similar. Kinda scary. But I swear, I’ve never seen those pictures before.
I wish, the dream would show me my future *laughs*
Living in Thailand in this wonderful house in this unbelievable beautiful scenery. Of course with a husband and a lot of children *cough*look at A.*cough* XD

Here are the pictures:

The house


The Sunset (and it was exactly like that!)



After I woke up I felt strong enough to leave the apartment. I made a lot of pictures with my Digicam. Only flowers, but some of the pictures turned out pretty well :)
I’ll upload the pictures as soon as possible, promised =)

And the best thing was … I went to the river \*_*/
*is very proud of myself*
Years ago, I was every day at the river, sitting there, listening music and reading. But with all the depressions and so on, I was too afraid. You know … the loss of the control and the longing to stop all the pain. So I try to avoid going to the river, when I don’t feel strong enough (like 99% of the year). I could do something really stupid…
But today I made it. I sat on the river, listened JJ and felt the wind and the sun on my skin. It was an unbelievable great feeling :)
I really enjoyed it :3

Nya, I think, that’s all from me … again ;)

Take care,
Anke~

Comments

[apathymoon.livejournal.com]

Wow, what a very beautiful dream~! I love the part when everything was red due to the sunset.. Kirei ne! You're so lucky to have a dream like that. Work hard, and your dream will be at the palm of your hands in no time. <3

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Yeah, ne? :)
It was such a beautiful dream. And the feeling during and after the dream was beautiful, too ^^
One time in my life I saw such a sunset. This was one of the best moments in my life :)

[1stepcl0ser.livejournal.com]

woah das 2.bild ist traumhaft... <3

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Der Hammer, nicht? ♥_♥

[tanfouk.livejournal.com]

There are fantastic bamboo "kit" homes one can buy. Some day I hope we can have these made in the US, instead of building with slower-growing wood. http://www.bambooliving.com/homes.html

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Wow, the houses looks awesome! Especially the thai style, beautiful! Now I need a lottery win :D
Thanks for sharing the link with me :)

[beckilein.livejournal.com]

Oh das klingt nach nem schönen Traum. :)

Und die Bilder sind wunderschööööön.

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Das war es auch! Wirklich schön! Und nach all den Albträumen die ich die letzten Tage hatte, auch mal eine nette Abwechslung ^^

Danke sehr! Mein Bilder-Ordner wird immer größer und größer ^^
Ich kann einfach Stunden damit zubringen, auf deviantart.com rumzusurfen und mich durch solch schöne Fotos und Zeichnungen zu klicken. Ist ein netter Zeitvertreib :P

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Vielleicht gelingt es dir ja? Also mit dem schönen Träumen?
Ich war so dankbar, endlich mal etwas positives zu träumen nach all den Albträumen die ich hatte. War ein echt nettes Gefühl *strahl* :>

[chani-atreides.livejournal.com]

Wooooow, so we basically all had an awesome day! Let's hope your dreams continue to be pleasant, wouldn't that be a nice change? I'll think of you tonight^^

[haebin.livejournal.com]

That would be awesome!!! :D

[kazu-hisoka.livejournal.com]

That's a very nice dream.^^ I hope that someday it comes true. *hugs*

[haebin.livejournal.com]

*________*
Yeah ... especially when I would have every evening such a beautiful sunset *_*

[kazu-hisoka.livejournal.com]

Yeah ^^ Such a beautiful site indeed. ^___^

[keishiiikeis.livejournal.com]

:D

Sitting by yourself with just nature around you and listening to music is DA best evar! I used to do that every night on top of the monkeybars at the local playground when i was in spore :D

Here's wishing you many more such dreams to follow!

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Uh, what is a monkeybar? ^^
I never heard from it ._.''
And I did the same. When I was in Singapore, I walk around and used every chance to sit down and listen music. Especially in parks *_*
*missing that*

[dianunex.livejournal.com]

that nice dream. love those dreams soo much^^
i see similars sunsents,is soo beauty^^
live near river sound wonderfull
hope your dreams will be great more often^^

[haebin.livejournal.com]

I wish, I would have every night such a wonderful dream.

Really, you did? I am jealous ^^
I wish, I would see such a sunset every day. I love it so much :3

[dianunex.livejournal.com]

yeah, i see similar. where i live comonly after the rain you see sunsent like this or sunsent with beautifull colors and many clouds is soo beauty.^^

[energetic-red.livejournal.com]

That really sounds great! And I don't mean just your dream but that you were near the river and that you enjoyed yourself and the weather. *huggles you tightly*

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Awwwww, thank you so much! *glompz*
I felt so good yesterday, that I was able to leave the apartment. It was a tiny step, but a good one :)