What a dream...
Apr. 14th, 2009 04:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
haebinI had a wonderful dream today.
I stood on a river in front of a typical thai-style house. Someone said I could buy this house. It was really beautiful and the best thing was the view. In the first floor there were a huge, open room and a huge veranda. In the back there were a stairway and all of the rooms were in the second floor. I went to one of those rooms and looked out of the window. I saw behind the house a huge rice field. And everything was red because of the sunset. It was … wow. When I woke up I felt so peaceful. I felt so unbelievable well. I’ve searched at Deviantart for some pictures and I found two, which were similar to my dream. Really similar. Kinda scary. But I swear, I’ve never seen those pictures before.
I wish, the dream would show me my future *laughs*
Living in Thailand in this wonderful house in this unbelievable beautiful scenery. Of course with a husband and a lot of children *cough*look at A.*cough* XD
Here are the pictures:
The house
The Sunset (and it was exactly like that!)
After I woke up I felt strong enough to leave the apartment. I made a lot of pictures with my Digicam. Only flowers, but some of the pictures turned out pretty well :)
I’ll upload the pictures as soon as possible, promised =)
And the best thing was … I went to the river \*_*/
*is very proud of myself*
Years ago, I was every day at the river, sitting there, listening music and reading. But with all the depressions and so on, I was too afraid. You know … the loss of the control and the longing to stop all the pain. So I try to avoid going to the river, when I don’t feel strong enough (like 99% of the year). I could do something really stupid…
But today I made it. I sat on the river, listened JJ and felt the wind and the sun on my skin. It was an unbelievable great feeling :)
I really enjoyed it :3
Nya, I think, that’s all from me … again ;)
Take care,
Anke~
I stood on a river in front of a typical thai-style house. Someone said I could buy this house. It was really beautiful and the best thing was the view. In the first floor there were a huge, open room and a huge veranda. In the back there were a stairway and all of the rooms were in the second floor. I went to one of those rooms and looked out of the window. I saw behind the house a huge rice field. And everything was red because of the sunset. It was … wow. When I woke up I felt so peaceful. I felt so unbelievable well. I’ve searched at Deviantart for some pictures and I found two, which were similar to my dream. Really similar. Kinda scary. But I swear, I’ve never seen those pictures before.
I wish, the dream would show me my future *laughs*
Living in Thailand in this wonderful house in this unbelievable beautiful scenery. Of course with a husband and a lot of children *cough*look at A.*cough* XD
Here are the pictures:
The house
The Sunset (and it was exactly like that!)
After I woke up I felt strong enough to leave the apartment. I made a lot of pictures with my Digicam. Only flowers, but some of the pictures turned out pretty well :)
I’ll upload the pictures as soon as possible, promised =)
And the best thing was … I went to the river \*_*/
*is very proud of myself*
Years ago, I was every day at the river, sitting there, listening music and reading. But with all the depressions and so on, I was too afraid. You know … the loss of the control and the longing to stop all the pain. So I try to avoid going to the river, when I don’t feel strong enough (like 99% of the year). I could do something really stupid…
But today I made it. I sat on the river, listened JJ and felt the wind and the sun on my skin. It was an unbelievable great feeling :)
I really enjoyed it :3
Nya, I think, that’s all from me … again ;)
Take care,
Anke~
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Date: 2009-04-15 03:18 am (UTC)Ich war so dankbar, endlich mal etwas positives zu träumen nach all den Albträumen die ich hatte. War ein echt nettes Gefühl *strahl* :>