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I had a wonderful dream today.
I stood on a river in front of a typical thai-style house. Someone said I could buy this house. It was really beautiful and the best thing was the view. In the first floor there were a huge, open room and a huge veranda. In the back there were a stairway and all of the rooms were in the second floor. I went to one of those rooms and looked out of the window. I saw behind the house a huge rice field. And everything was red because of the sunset. It was … wow. When I woke up I felt so peaceful. I felt so unbelievable well. I’ve searched at Deviantart for some pictures and I found two, which were similar to my dream. Really similar. Kinda scary. But I swear, I’ve never seen those pictures before.
I wish, the dream would show me my future *laughs*
Living in Thailand in this wonderful house in this unbelievable beautiful scenery. Of course with a husband and a lot of children *cough*look at A.*cough* XD

Here are the pictures:

The house
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The Sunset (and it was exactly like that!)
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After I woke up I felt strong enough to leave the apartment. I made a lot of pictures with my Digicam. Only flowers, but some of the pictures turned out pretty well :)
I’ll upload the pictures as soon as possible, promised =)

And the best thing was … I went to the river \*_*/
*is very proud of myself*
Years ago, I was every day at the river, sitting there, listening music and reading. But with all the depressions and so on, I was too afraid. You know … the loss of the control and the longing to stop all the pain. So I try to avoid going to the river, when I don’t feel strong enough (like 99% of the year). I could do something really stupid…
But today I made it. I sat on the river, listened JJ and felt the wind and the sun on my skin. It was an unbelievable great feeling :)
I really enjoyed it :3

Nya, I think, that’s all from me … again ;)

Take care,
Anke~

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Date: 2009-04-14 02:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] apathymoon.livejournal.com
Wow, what a very beautiful dream~! I love the part when everything was red due to the sunset.. Kirei ne! You're so lucky to have a dream like that. Work hard, and your dream will be at the palm of your hands in no time. <3

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Date: 2009-04-14 04:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] haebin.livejournal.com
Yeah, ne? :)
It was such a beautiful dream. And the feeling during and after the dream was beautiful, too ^^
One time in my life I saw such a sunset. This was one of the best moments in my life :)

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