a new start
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haebinSo, what can I say? Had a long day. And being together with alecs is always so, so cool. I am enjoying totally the time with him. He is making me laugh and I love it when he is talking about random things. He has a great humor and often I burst out into laughter because he can be so damn silly. But I love it.
ok, let us start in the morning. I woke up this morning at 5AM o.O
I really didn't want to wake up, but i couldn't sleep anymore. So i've read a little bit and then I had to go to the toilet. ok, that shouldn't be write down in an entry like this, but ... when I was on the way I had to go to through the lounge and there was the guy, watching pr0n again. I really felt uncomfortable to walk through the darkness, knowing that he is maybe horny through watching pr0n. I know, that sounds very neurotic and hysterical, but I didn't it.
Alecs told me that watching pr0n in Singapore is forbidden especially in *public* places. The hostel counts as such a place.
So I think I will talk to Grace or Ah Long tomorrow...
Anyway, alecs met me at 11.15AM at the bus station. Today he surprised me several times. Maybe I was reading so concentrated on my book, lol. So, whe took the bus to the victoria street and went in direction to the fortune teller. but at first we sat down something to eat. And he said at the next second: You only have 20 minutes to eat.
lol. I know I am way too slow when I am eating. I didn't want something because I still had a little bit trouble with my stomach, so he ordered something for himself. But he brought me a fork and at the end we ate together from one dish ;D
It was okay. So, there were some potatos on the dish and he didn't want to eat it, so I did :D
After that we went to the fortune teller and I took alecs with me. He sat next to me and it helped me to calm down a little bit. When the fortune teller asked me of having some questions I asked him to leave for a minute (of course he wanted to know what I was asking the fortune teller when we left her). The whole talk with her was very interesting. And she said to me: Remove the piercings in your lip. It isn't good for u. It doesn't help u to get happy.
I wasn't so sure about it, but then she said go to the temple with alecs and ask the gods. And we did it.
And I got really a message ... like she said.
*a pine tree grows more beautiful as it ages. no natural element such as wind, rain, snow could harm it. besides, its wood is excelleny for beam construction. to receive this chiam is a good omen.*
after that I removed my piercings. I got this piercings when I wanted the pain. When I wanted to punish myself. When I had the feeling I am like dead inside, I got a piercing.
So now I want to heal...
The fortune teller said a lot more, but i don't wanna talk about it here.
so, after the appointment with her, alecs and i went to the temple, praid, then he brought me to a place where i could buy cds *.*
Bought the new cd of david tao and jj lin and an old one of david tao <3
after that we took the bus and I accompanied him to the Central. He went to work and I walked around, made some pictures, went alone in a cafe (!) and after that I went to the river, take off my shoes and socks and read in my book.
Alecs send me a message at 3PM but i didn't noticed it. 40 minutes later someone said hi. I was scared to death til I realized that alecs said next to me, smiling like a little boy.
I had my cellphone in the hands and he said, u are always so slowly!!! then we talked about three minutes, he looked at the boats and said to me, we have to do this, too! And I have to bring u there. And there, and there!
I am pretty sure, that when he would have the chance he would see me every day. But with his wife it is not such a good idea.
When he sat next to me, his phone ringed and I smiled at him, asking him "your wife?" and he smiled back answering *but wiche one?*
We laughed both and I poked him gentle. I think, he likes it. I really can't wait to see him again.
Anyway, I finished my book, got a really hard sunburn at my arms and took the bus alone (!) back to the hostel. Even when I left the bus three stations before my destination, I found it >D
And I am very proud of myself.
So, now let's see what I am doing tomorrow. Maybe going back to Victorias Street or swimming
PS: Hab mit Alecs heute auch komischen Sojasaft getrunken, aber der schmeckt trotzdem :D
Alles Liebe,
Anke
ok, let us start in the morning. I woke up this morning at 5AM o.O
I really didn't want to wake up, but i couldn't sleep anymore. So i've read a little bit and then I had to go to the toilet. ok, that shouldn't be write down in an entry like this, but ... when I was on the way I had to go to through the lounge and there was the guy, watching pr0n again. I really felt uncomfortable to walk through the darkness, knowing that he is maybe horny through watching pr0n. I know, that sounds very neurotic and hysterical, but I didn't it.
Alecs told me that watching pr0n in Singapore is forbidden especially in *public* places. The hostel counts as such a place.
So I think I will talk to Grace or Ah Long tomorrow...
Anyway, alecs met me at 11.15AM at the bus station. Today he surprised me several times. Maybe I was reading so concentrated on my book, lol. So, whe took the bus to the victoria street and went in direction to the fortune teller. but at first we sat down something to eat. And he said at the next second: You only have 20 minutes to eat.
lol. I know I am way too slow when I am eating. I didn't want something because I still had a little bit trouble with my stomach, so he ordered something for himself. But he brought me a fork and at the end we ate together from one dish ;D
It was okay. So, there were some potatos on the dish and he didn't want to eat it, so I did :D
After that we went to the fortune teller and I took alecs with me. He sat next to me and it helped me to calm down a little bit. When the fortune teller asked me of having some questions I asked him to leave for a minute (of course he wanted to know what I was asking the fortune teller when we left her). The whole talk with her was very interesting. And she said to me: Remove the piercings in your lip. It isn't good for u. It doesn't help u to get happy.
I wasn't so sure about it, but then she said go to the temple with alecs and ask the gods. And we did it.
And I got really a message ... like she said.
*a pine tree grows more beautiful as it ages. no natural element such as wind, rain, snow could harm it. besides, its wood is excelleny for beam construction. to receive this chiam is a good omen.*
after that I removed my piercings. I got this piercings when I wanted the pain. When I wanted to punish myself. When I had the feeling I am like dead inside, I got a piercing.
So now I want to heal...
The fortune teller said a lot more, but i don't wanna talk about it here.
so, after the appointment with her, alecs and i went to the temple, praid, then he brought me to a place where i could buy cds *.*
Bought the new cd of david tao and jj lin and an old one of david tao <3
after that we took the bus and I accompanied him to the Central. He went to work and I walked around, made some pictures, went alone in a cafe (!) and after that I went to the river, take off my shoes and socks and read in my book.
Alecs send me a message at 3PM but i didn't noticed it. 40 minutes later someone said hi. I was scared to death til I realized that alecs said next to me, smiling like a little boy.
I had my cellphone in the hands and he said, u are always so slowly!!! then we talked about three minutes, he looked at the boats and said to me, we have to do this, too! And I have to bring u there. And there, and there!
I am pretty sure, that when he would have the chance he would see me every day. But with his wife it is not such a good idea.
When he sat next to me, his phone ringed and I smiled at him, asking him "your wife?" and he smiled back answering *but wiche one?*
We laughed both and I poked him gentle. I think, he likes it. I really can't wait to see him again.
Anyway, I finished my book, got a really hard sunburn at my arms and took the bus alone (!) back to the hostel. Even when I left the bus three stations before my destination, I found it >D
And I am very proud of myself.
So, now let's see what I am doing tomorrow. Maybe going back to Victorias Street or swimming
PS: Hab mit Alecs heute auch komischen Sojasaft getrunken, aber der schmeckt trotzdem :D
Alles Liebe,
Anke
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Date: 2010-01-11 12:06 pm (UTC)mir haben auch schon paar leute gesagt, dass ich die piercings entfernen soll.... :( aber irgendwie will ich nicht, lol.
konnte die frau denn so gut englisch? XD
ich würd auch mal sehr gerne zu einer gehen...
aww, alecs ist niedlich XD lolol ich musste lachen bei dem part wo er 'hi' sagt und du dich so erschrocken hast XDDD
wow, ich bin stolz auf dich :)
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Date: 2010-01-11 12:13 pm (UTC)Mir auch. Und das schon seit Jahren, aber ich wollte nicht. Aber irgendwie ... jetzt, wo ich hier bin, ist irgendwie ... ich weiss nicht, ich kann das nicht beschreiben. ich war nicht gluecklich oder ungluecklich, als ich die piercings rausgemacht habe. Es war einfach ... okay.
Ja, konnte sie. Ich habe noch einen entry auf deutsch geschrieben, wo du nachlesen kannst, was sie alles meinte.
Gott, der Kerl is knuffig. Dauernd zieht er mich auch auf und er geniesst das total. Wir beide sind nur am lachen. Ich dachte, er meldet sich halt mal per sms, stattdessen schleicht er sich heimlich runter und stalkt mich, rofl.
Ich auf mich auch, Vanue. Wirklich. Ich auch!
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Date: 2010-01-11 12:22 pm (UTC)wenn es okay war ist es ja gut :) mittlerweile kenn ich viele, die die piercings rausnehmen, aber irgendwie will ich echt nicht :( ich hab mal überlegt, eines rauszunehmen, aber ja... :/
hab schon kommentiert XDDD ich bin schnell, rofl.
voll niedlich XDDDD
:)
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Date: 2010-01-12 04:15 am (UTC)Wenn du nicht wirklich dein Piercing rausnehmen willst, dann lass es. Solange du dich damit wohl fuehlst, koennen die anderen doch sagen was sie wollen, oder? ;)
Ja, das bist du wirklich :D
Aber sowas von!
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Date: 2010-01-13 01:25 pm (UTC)australian bookshop, lol XD
woher hat alecs das denn? XDD
ich lass es eh noch drin ;)
ich hab halt nichts zu tun grad XDD
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Date: 2010-01-14 10:32 am (UTC)rofl. ich habe nicht die geringste ahnung, wo der die sachen herbekommt. aber ich weiss, dass er dafuer in den laden gegangen is ^^
yay!!!
macht nix. geht mir manchmal auch so xD
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Date: 2010-01-11 01:09 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-11 08:35 pm (UTC)http://www.booktopia.com.au/happiness-in-hard-times/prod9780975764206.html
Amazon hat ein paar Bücher von Andrew Matthews aber das noch nicht. Das ist anscheinend noch sehr neu.
Ich durfte es kurz durchblättern und muss sagen, das was ich gesehen hab, hat mir gefallen^^
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Date: 2010-01-13 01:25 pm (UTC)ich bin gespannt darauf :)
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Date: 2010-01-12 04:12 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-11 08:54 pm (UTC)I could hug you everytime you write such a happy entry \^/ That makes me happy, too^^
I like Alecs more and more^^ He seems nice^^ But still... if he needs ass-kicking let me know ^_~
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Date: 2010-01-12 04:08 am (UTC)Awwwwwww, das is lieb von dir!!! Wenn wir uns wiedersehen, koennen wir ganz dolle knuddeln. Muessen dann das alles nachholen :P
Der is suess, einfach suess. Aber wenn er wieder was falsch macht, dann sag ich dir bescheid :P
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Date: 2010-01-11 09:25 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2010-01-12 04:06 am (UTC)