the last day...

[haebin]

that is finally my last day...
i slept very long (woke up at 2.30pm) because i couldn't find any sleep this night and cried the whole time. i am just having 4 hours until i have to leave the hostel...
i think, i will take a long shower now and then bringing my luggage to the guest room. and oh my god, it is so heave. i really bought a lot of presents. wish me luck that i don't have to pay for it, because i don't have any money more...
then i will watch a little bit tv and asking ah long for help to order for me a cab, so that i can leave on time.
gunjan comfirmed my flight yesterday and what a surprise, today i will meet audrey for the first time ever in singapore. on my last day. we talked yesterday on msn and she said, i am coming to the airport. so, i am blessed, right?

seriously, i don't know what to write down. i don't wanna leave. i wanna stay here. i am happy here. but i know i have to go. and i am happy to see my parents, mirko and lisa. and kiki of course.
i feel so ripped apart...

the only thing i am wishing for my flight is, that i will sleep the whole time. that makes it easier for me, kinda.

nya, i am taking a shower now. i think, when the computer is free here, i will take another look!

please take care.
Anke.

Comments

[energetic-red.livejournal.com]

Saying goodbye is never easy. But I think it must be very hard for you because of the lovely people and all the things you learned about yourself during your stay. Your bond to Singapore is something very special, so I totally understand.

But your heart also belongs to Germany, your family, your friends and your pets. So maybe you can see Singapore for what it is: your second home, your spiritual place, a place you can always return to because there people who will always welcome you! You can return there everytime you like to learn something new - even if it's in your dreams.

I'm not very good in finding the right words here...but...you know...Singapore and all the people you met are always with you. They're in your heart and in your memory. You can visit them anytime in your mind and I'm sure they know that and they're thinking and feeling the same.

Try not to be sad. Keep all the lovely days and places and people in mind. They don't want you to be sad when you think of them - I'm sure of that.

And your family and friends will be happy to welcome you back so that they can hug you very strong!

*huggles*

[haebin.livejournal.com]

*traenen wegwisch*
ich weiss gar nicht was ich sagen soll. du hast es so ziemlich auf den punkt getroffen. als ich deine antwort gelesen habe, dachte ich mir nur, okay, stimmt. stimmt auch. verdammt, das auch *unter traenen laechel*
zu gehen, faellt mir unglaublich schwer, aber im moment wuerde ich am liebsten los, dass ich es einfach hinter mir habe.
wird schon irgendwie. und wenn ich zu hause bin, hab ich ja papa, mama und kiki :3

und uebrigens, ich hab was ganz ganz suesses fuer dich hier in singapur gefunden. wenn ich dann da bin, schick ich es dir und ich hoffe so sehr, dass es dir gefaellt :)

[energetic-red.livejournal.com]

Warten ist glaube ich das schlimmste, wenn es einem eh schon so schwer fällt zu gehen...ich hoffe, es ist nicht mehr all zu lange hin! *drück* Vielleicht kannst du ja wirklich im Flugzeug schlafen!?

Für mich? Ein Geschenk? Awww...da bin ich aber gespannt! ^^

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Noch 1 Stunde und 15 minuten und dann werd ich mit dem Taxi zum Flughafen fahren *seufz*
Und ja, bitte, schlafen. ich bin echt todmuede ^^

Jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XDDD

[haebin.livejournal.com]

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :333
Danke! Ich bin mir auch zu 100% sicher, dass ich wieder zurueck gehe :)

guten flug!

Den hatte ich. auch wenn es ein bisschen lang war *lach*