mmcjftzcnfhfgf - OMG - WTF - *squeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!!!

I got it, I got it. I really got an autograph of DIR EN GREY!!!!!!!
I am so, so, so unbelievable happy!
I can't believe it, seriously. I am still thinking, that was a dream. But I am looking on my dvd, seeing the names and I know, it is true.

It is awesome, so, so awesome and I am still so unbelievable flashed :D

So, I start with the flight. It was okay. Just weird, that the flight was only 50 minutes. Too short for me :D
And meeting Wiebke at the Airport was awesome! She said welcome with a Kaoru-Fläggsche :D
At first we drove to Wiebkes home, after that we drove to "Saturn". And of course we saw the first fans there. So, we arrived at 11.30 AM, the signing session was at 3 PM. And yes, we waited so, so fucking long and our feet hurted like hell. But it was so damn worthy. At the beginning there were like 60 or 70 fans. We stood on the right side and the best thing was, the securities made a "entrance" at the right side. So, that meant we were under the first 50 persons who got an autograph XDDDDDD

So, Dir en Grey came on the stage at 3 PM. At first Shinya, Toshiya and I saw a piece of Kaorus hair, lol.
God, I couldn't believe it. At first, when I stood between all those people, I only saw Toshiya the whole time and a little bit of Shinya. And damn, Toshiya is so, so cute. After Kaoru and Kyo he totally owns my heart. He is just adorable.

Anyway, like I said it before we were under the first 50 people and when I went through the little "entrance", I stood there and was like: I can't believe it. And the best thing was, Kyo was there, too!!! Kyo! *________*
They were so cool. Everyone of them (except Kyo) wore sunglasses. Dai wore a leather jacket, Kyo a Jeans Jacket, Kaoru a black shirt (and you could see his tattoos *____*), Toshiya a white shirt and Shinya something in beige or brown, don't know it exactly.
So, at first I stood in front of Die. I gave him my dvd and he signed it. He looked so tired but cool at the same time.
It was like this:
Anke: Hi *smiles shy*
Die: Hi *nood**smiles too*
Die: *signing the dvd*
Anke: Thank you ^______________________^
Die: Thank you!
:33333
And then I gave him my hand... and he took it (Sorry for using such a bad english, but I am fucking tired ^^)
Oh my god, his handshake was so gently *_*
Then I stood in front of Kyo, said "hi" and smiled again. He looked at me, nooded and I had the feeling, like he looked very long on me, like thinking what kind of fan I was XDDDD
I think, he had a good feeling with me XDDDD
And I had a handshake with Kyo too!!! OMFG! He is so shy and so adorable. And he is a babyface. Seriously. When you are standing in front of him, you are having the feeling he is 23 XDDD
When I said "thank you" too him (und mich leicht verneigt habe ^^), he nooded again and smiled shy. *_*
And then ... then ... heartattack ... I stood in front of Kaoru. OMFG (my heart is beating like crazy right now). He signed my dvd too and he semmed very interested. Even when he wore sunglasses I could feel how he looked at me. And I never felt so comfortable in the front of an artist. Maybe because they are so normal and not arrogant or something like that. I really smiled the whole day and I reached my hand. He smiled and gave me a handshake. And I think, my whole face was grinning, lol.
I said thank you and he nooded agaim with this mix of a cool face and a shy smile. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
wnfhfgffnchdfgrrttrcncjdrftt *_*

And then ... Totchi. I really love him. He was so inviting and cute and smiling. Awesome, just awesome. His handshake was so gentle and when I said "thank you", he said "Dankeschön" XDDDD
And Shinya was adorable too. He was so, so shy and his voice was so gentle. That was really one of the best moments I've ever had in my life.

So, I stood 2 meters or something like that on their side and made 2 or 3 pictures and then ... my batteries were empty. ARGH!
I could only make pictures of Dirus backs ... but anyway, I will love those pics :D
So, I've waited for Wiebke and then we left 'Saturn', went to a little cafe and drank something. After that we went to the venue and waited there.
I'll write a really review, when I am back at home. But I can say that was definite the best concert ever I've seen of Dir en Grey. They were amazing. I thought, Saarbrücken were amazing, but I was wrong. Saarbrücken was like 10%, Berlin was 100%. They had a lot of fun, Kyo screamed the whole time "DEUTSCHLAND!!!!!!" and they rocked like hell.
And yes, God heard my prayers, because Kaoru wore a shirt, where you could see his tattoos. And yes, it was like fucking me XDDDD
I swear, he is the hottest guy on earth. And he knows that. He knows, how fucking sexy he is. And he is not playing his guitar. He is FUCKING his guitar. That was the best sex I've ever had in my whole life, yesterday, rofl XDDD

And yes, I did it. I banged, I jumped, I danced.
My neck is hurting like hell, my feet are hurting, my back is hurting and the wound of my wisdom tooth surgery is hurting like hell. I am living by painkillers, but fuck, IT WAS SO WORTHY!!!

I am still so unbelievable flashed and happy!
OMFG!
I GOT AUTOGRAPHS OF DIR EN GREY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And yes, I bought a poster and a DVD. And I am broken, lol XDDD

So, now I am going to bed again, because between wednesday and yesterday evening I had for 40 hours no sleep. I am fucking tired. But I am happy :D
Extremely happy :D

PS: Vanü, ich konnte dir leider kein Autogramm mitbringen, weil die halt DVDs, Singles, Alben, Photobücher unterschrieben hatten, und ich hatte nur eine DVD dabei. Tut mir echt leid :(
*knuddel*
Aber als ich vor Die stand, hab ich ganz dolle an dich gedacht :3

PPS: KAORU IS SEX (=der Mann hat Eier aus Stahl und er weiß das) XDDDDDDD