Haebin

Good morning! It is 6:20AM now and I am awake. I want to go to city hall today and making pictures of the merlion :)
I really like it to be in the city when it is morning. it is not so hot and not so many people are around, that is really cool!
I really enjoyed yesterday. Walking by myself, making decisions by myself. it was really awesome.
yesterday I wanted to go to the swimming complex but after eating some soup i felt sick again. not so bad like the weekend, but i thought it would be better to stay at home. and i went to bed at 8pm, lol.
but it was a good decision because i slept long and peaceful.

so, what is about you? did u have a good start in the new week? Are u feeling fine? How's the weather? XDDD

Anke
:)

so, ich mache es auf deutsch, weil ich eine faule socke bin :D
wir haben jetzt 6 uhr und ich bin schon wach. und das schon seit 4 stunden ^^
na ja, ist ja auch keine meisterleistung nachdem ich gute 20 stunden geschlafen habe.

magenschmerzen habe ich zwar immer noch, aber das ist auch kein wunder, wenn ich seit gut 2 tagen nichts mehr gegessen habe. zumindest kann ich jetzt schon wieder wasser trinken ohne mich zu uebergeben. ich finde, das ist ein guter fortschritt!

ich denke mal, ich werde sobald es hier hell wird, zur Marina Bay fahren und fotos machen :)
es ist morgens, da sind kaum leute unterwegs und es ist nicht gleich 34 grad heiss. im moment macht mir naemlich die hitze wirklich uebelst zu schaffen. also werde ich den morgen damit verbringen durch die gegend zu schleichen (rennen is noch unmoeglich, da ich doch recht schwach auf den beinen bin) und mittags dann wieder nach hause kommen, mich ein bisschen ausruhen und dann nachmittags bis vielleicht abends um 9 ins freibad gehen <3
und nix asiatisches mehr essen, lol XD

mit jutta habe ich die nacht auch ein bissi gechattet und sie hat gleich meine mama angerufen, um sie zu beruhigen. also mama, wenn du das liest, ich bin okay. keine gedanken machen, okay?
streichel lieber fuer mich die schweinchen und kiki :D
und knuddel mir mirko!
ich hoffe euch geht es gut! Denke oft an euch :)

Ah, heute is es uebrigens nur noch eine woche bis ich SHINee sehe! :D
*huepf*
Die sind sooo cool! Und so sexy! Und so verdammt jung, rofl. Aber ich freu mich wirklich wahnsinnig drauf :3

So, jetzt weiss ich nichts mehr zu schreiben ^^
Also, wie gesagt, keine gedanken machen, okay?

Und hier nochmal fuer alle:

XDDD

PS: Btw, schaut da jemand die neue Big Brother Staffel in Deutschland? Ich hab da mal bei youtube geschaut und die ersten 10 bewohner gesehen. rofl, wo haben die die denn ausgegraben, ey? XDDDD
Btw, Unterschichtenfernsehen rul0rt halt XXDDDD

Bis dann :)
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Anke

I will go to Chinatown this evening together with Alecs and Mae. Today it starts the chinese new year there, so I am kinda excited :)

Ok, I am sick. really sick. the problems with my stomach became worse and I got a cold sore *sigh*
So I took a cab to Mustafa and a pharmacy. I really don't like those malls because they are so huge that you can't find something.
I bought some creme against the cold sore and some pills against the stomach pains.
My Grace from the hostel is very worried about me and said I should go to a doctor. She would bring me to one if I want.
But let's see. I will take the medicine now and hoping that it will become better.
For tomorrow I actually wanted to go to Chinatown or Burgis, but I think I will stay at home, concentrating myself of becoming healthy. It's a little time-out, that is not so bad.
I have still time and when I don't see everything in this trip, I'll see it when I am coming back.

Don't worry.
Lots of Love,
Anke

Today I've met Grace :D
And Graces sister and her sisters boyfriend. And i had a a great time. Ivon is so cute and so open-minded and her boyfriend billy is from norway, a guy with a lot of tattoos and piercings. we all had an amazing connection to each other and I enjoyed the time so, so much!
We went to the Orchard Ion, to Takashimaya, Orchard Roard, Burgis ... and I am dead now, lol. So, so tired. I tried to make some pictures of the Orchard Ion but all of them got blurry :(
Tomorrow I am going with Grace together in the cinema, yay! Watching a movie with Jay Chou ... double yay!
Hope u all are having a great time! :)

Going to bed now, oyasumi :)

Anke! :)

yesterday i was in a strange situation. i forget to talk about it yesterday because i was so flashed about vivo city and the concert ticket.
but okay, here is the story.
yesterday morning, when i waited for alecs, i sat on the singapore river, ne? so, i was totally in peace and relaxed and so on ... as suddenly a monk stood next to me. he talked about inner peace and gave me a piece of paper, where i've read several names, the countries and a number.
he talked the whole time about being peaceful and gave me a sticket. than he said ... donation -_-
I really didn't want to give him money because i don't like it to get forced. but damn, he was a monk. and i am pretty sure they KNOW why they are wearing monks clothes :|
So I gave him 10 dollars *sigh*
he actually wanted 20 (!), but i said to him i don't have more money. he wanted to give me a bracelet and 200 dollars for it o___O
so, wtf. i told him the whole time i don't have more money and finally he left. i wasn't really angry about myself. more like, oh god anke, why can't u say *no* when u are really feeling like that?

so, when alecs and we walked through the vivo city mall, we saw a monk again. and we had this conversation.

alecs; do u see him? those guys are really bad people.
me; why?
alecs; because they are giving u things, talking about donation but they are forcing u (and your bad conscience) to pay for it actually. and then they taking this money to get drunk and fucking around with prostitues
me; *sigh*
alecs; what's wrong?
me; i guess i made a monk a little bit happier today -__-
alecs; hach ankiiiiiii
XDDDD

so, for the next time i will say i don't have the money for it!
actually a young guy came at vivo city to me and asked me for donation and this time i sat *NO*! U see, I've learned pretty fast, ne? XDDD

Hey Hey. Ich wollte mich nur noch mal in Erinnerung bringen ;)
Uhm, is jetzt ein bissi peinlich, aber ich wollte Bescheid sagen wegen der Buecherverlaengerungen in der Bibliothek. Muesste ja jetzt bald sein, oder? Also, nicht vergessen. Hoffe, es geht dir auch sonst gut. Ebenso wie dem Rest! Bald sehen wir uns wieder, nur noch 2 Wochen. Freue mich schon drauf!
Seid ihr jetzt eigentlich wieder fuer Kiki zustaendig? :D
Wenn ja, knuddelt die kleine Maus von mir ganz dolle, ich vermisse sie naemlich unglaublich stark :)
Und knuddelt mir auch Mirko, okay?
Ich habe dir, Tobias und Mirko gestern auch eine SMS geschickt, nur scheinen die irgendwie alle verloren gegangen zu sein. Na ja, ich hab es wenigstens versucht.

Also, bis zum naechsten Entry! :)

...woke up with stomach pains
...went to the swimming complex
...bought remover for my nail polish and it was way too expensive
...have to take a shower in the next minutes
...going out for dinner in a korean restaurant with alecs and his wife...*feeling not really comfortable about it* oO

I still feel so damn sick :(
And some people here are using this fucking computer for hours, damn it -_-
the limit here is 15 minutes. why have to be the people so damn rude?
-_-

today i woke up with stomach pains again. actually i wanted to meet with grace and her sister, but something urgent came up and we want to meet for next week. that is okay. i thought yesterday, okay, then u can go to the victoria street again, walking around, making pictures and so on. but then i couldn't find sleep tonight and when i woke up at 9am this morning i had so horrible stomach pains :/
i crawled back to bed, slept until 1pm. i am still feeling sick and have those pains. i think, it would be the best for today just being in my room, sleeping and doing nothing.

at the afternoon, when it is not so hot anymore, i am going to the supermarket, buying some water and tea and going to the food market, try to eat a little bit.

for tomorrow i'll go out with alecs and *the wife* for korean dinner. he is having a bad day, too. so i am not the only one.

so, take care everyone, okay?

luv ya,
Anke

today i told u that i am very lazy and sleepy, ne? so i thought, i would only going to the lavender food square today, meeting alecs, having lunch, saying goodbye and going back to the hostel for sleep...
MEEP! WRONG!
When I am together with alecs i never know what happens. thinking about eating here? no way. we have to go like 30 minutes far away (is ja nicht so, als wuerden wir zwischenzeitlich an 100 foodshops vorbeilaufen, rofl). so, when I was close to a breakdown because of the heat, he finally found a shop which was good enough, lol.
and trust me, I tried some strange things. at first I've eat some noodles with meat, that was very tasty. I had some soup with vegetables, some fish eggs *and no, no caviar ... it was actually some fish meat pressed into a ball*, fish *it was extremely gelly but kay* and some meat balls. The last taste pretty nice.
Alecs ate some pig intestines and said always I should try it. But no way. Doen't matter what I feel for him, but I am NOT eating this.

the funniest thing is, that I can always laugh with alecs. he has an awesome humor and I am laughing so, so often. really cute are our funny conversations. they are awesome. We had one today and when I am thinking about it, I am still giggling.
so, when we went to the fortune teller, I had to lay my hands on a stone. don't ask me for what.
so, we had this conversation:

alecs: so what did u feel when u touched the stone?
me: it was actually pretty cold
alecs: oh yeah ... because it was a stone
me: no, not this way. it was a strange coldness
alecs: yeah, that was because the stone stood next to an air conditioner >_>"
me: -_-
alecs: HELLOOOOOOOOOO?!? I am a stone, of course I am cold xDDD

so, we having the most strange conversations ever. He told me about I should visit a prostitute, just for looking. making pictures and so on o.O
I asked him why he knows about such things *blinkblink* and he answered in this cool way: because I am a guy.

I don't know how often I started to laugh. he is awesome. and cute. supercute! (that's a thing he said about himself :P)

So, we went to the Mustafa Complex and I joined him when he bought something for his shop. Even then we made some jokes, lol.
When he was finished, we made a picture for facebook and I hope I am not looking ugly or too fat, lol.

So, he left me and I went around a little bit. So, I bought something to drink and sat on a bench. After a while I saw a guy sitting there, staring at me o.O
At first I thought, okay, maybe he wants to be nice ... and everytime I looked he smiled. So I was really confused about it. The next time when I took a look in his direction, he sat on the next table o.O
After five minutes he stood next to me o____O
And he started a conversation. Oh wait, let me say it like it really was ... he tried it, but his accent was so hard that I had problems to understand him o.O
I talked about a boyfriend and not having time, went in the next shop to buy some stuff for my hair ... as I noticed that the guy followed me o____O
I was confused and after some minutes I became really annoyed. Then he disappeared and was so happy because I thought, yes, finally he is away ... and then he appeared again in the corridor I stood and asked me: ready for loving?

...

..........

WHAT THE FUCK YOU DUMBASS?
No, I am not ready for making love with an indian stranger. u are so NOT my type of a guy and I am NOT going with the next one in a hotel, having sex -__-
I guess, my reaction of his question was pretty clear so he left the shop. Gosh, I was ... grrrrrrr
Damn those guys. First the two black ones, now the indian one. Hey, I AM in asia. where are the asian ones? LOL.

Anyway, I had a really nice talk with Grace from the hostel now. Nearly 2 hours. She is so cute and she is looking like Lucy Liu :D

I think, I'll go to my room now, changing clothes and going to the swimming complex XD

Like Alecs said ... are u going there for sinking down or swimming? XDDDDD
Lol, I told him that I can't swim, so I am just enjoying the water *____*

See u, Sweethearts XD
**/

or something like that, lol.
actually i am feeling like my whole body is in flames. i was with alecs at his senseis place. and yes, i got a treatment. worst pain ever in my whole life. but alecs told me, that I got the guy who was more gentle than his guy, rofl. so he was more in pain *hihi*

but let us beging from the start. actually i wanted to take the mrt this morning to the central, but i wasn't insecure and so i used the taxi. but alecs said, he want to see me at chinatown mrt. so i used the one from the central to chinatown. like a little test whether i am able to use the mrt without freaking out or not. i did it, yay.
So, I was one hour to early, lol. I walked a little bit around, made pictures and then sat in a corner, reading my book and waited for alecs. sometimes it is such a pain in the ass to meet with him, because he is never waiting there where I am waiting, rofl. We tend to run into circles to find each other :P

So, he brought me through chinatown. pretty impressive. I have to visit it again. and then we visited the beautiful buddha tooth relic temple and museum. omg, such a beautiful place. so impressing and calming. gosh, beautiful, just beautiful. the temple is pretty *young*, but a wonderful place to find your inner strength and peace.
When u want to see how it looks like, click this page:
http://www.btrts.org.sg/
It is so, so impressing. and alecs is such a great tour guide. He is taking care for me, explaining me everything, is constantly buying drinks for me because he is worried I am not drinking enough. But when I am out of breath and need a break he is saying to me: no way, it is exercising. When u are sitting down u need 20 minutes before u wanna walk again. rofl. he is so right.
so sometimes i have the feeling that i am seeing whole singapore in just 2 hours because we are walking like crazy. oh, excuse me, not walking ... running. for alecs it is walking pretty slow, for me it is running and begging for a break, rofl.

so, after that we went back to chinatown and went to his sensei. and I got a treatment. gosh, it hurt. it really hurt. and those things the guy used on my back (some chinese herbage oil) burned like hell. It is not really a massage, it is more from qi gong. like stroking and slapping u. and the slaps were so ... aaaaaah ;_;
I swear, I felt like I would be standing in flames O.O

So, I bought some oil and the sensei said, I have to take care of my back. he felt that my muscles and my bones are in need of a good treatment, because I am having those pains for years. And I don't should carry heavy things. So, I paid for this *including the oil) 31 singapore dollar, what isn't really expensive.

After that we went back to the central and i went with alecs in his store. he showed me one of his creepy hobbies (jutta, erinnerst du dich, was ich dir mal erzaehlt habe?). And really, I got such goose bumps. Suddenly I felt very sad and saw in front of my inner eyes (can not explain it in a better way) and old man sitting. he seemed so sad that his life ended and ... gosh, it was a really creepy experience.
I told him that and alecs was surprised that I felt something. And that I actually saw someone o.O

Then he brought me to his hairdresser. and yes, i have a completely new style. it is shorter now, I have a perm, my color is between darkbrown and red now. when I looked in the mirrow *and trust me, I hate it to look at the mirror* I was like ... wtf, who is that? O.O
I have to say, a paid a lot. okay, compared to germany not really a lot. it was 286 singapore dollar *around 145 euro* for cutting my hair, dyeing and a perm + manicure. And yes, fuck it, I deserve something like that. The last time when I went to the hairstyler was like ... 6 years ago. And I felt so good after it.
So, when I left Chris (she is really such a cutie), I send alecs a message and he left his shop, pretended like he would go to the toilet to his wife, and we met again. he loves it. okay, he said, it's nice, but in english the meaning is nicer than in german, rofl (ihr wisst schon, nett is der kleine bruder von sch*eisse und so, lol).
So, we wanna meet us tomorrow again, because ... nya, tomorrow is our first anniversary. lol. when I asked him that, he said ... tomorrow? hm ... tomorrow? Did I forget something, rofl.
Yeah, great, a year before I've met u, lol.

so, I used the mrt alone (!) to the lavender street, with changing my trains! I DID IT!!! and then an old chinese woman asked me where I come from and said then: U are so pretty!
I guess, I smiled in circles, lol. I was so thankful for the compliment I got and went back to the hostel.
There I've met David, the owner, and I wanted to change my 2 dollars into coins for drink. but he gave me an dollar and said: It's my treat.
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!

AND ... better news. the one guy who watched pr0n here, got a last warning. it is forbidden to watch pr0n here and when he is doing it again, he has to leave hostel. So, it worked. I talked in a normal way to grace, begged for help for this situation and it worked.

I swear, i am glaring of happiness right now, lol.

ah, before I reached a hostel a guy tried to flirt with me. but now the bad side: it wasn't an asian :(
yesterday and today black guys asked me for meeting them. but no, i don't want it. i don't know why, but i am not really into black guys.
i wanna have a date with an asian one ... so *cough*moveurfuckingass*cough* LOL

omg
i have to tell u this. when i had the treatment at alecs sensei he got one, too. and he had to take off his shirt ... mdjkvhcncjfhfgfh o.o! O.O!!!
O___________________O!!!

I saw his tattoos. And his nipple piercings.
OH MY FUCKING GOD. I swear, I grinned like I would be retarted, rofl. When his sensei said, take ur shirt off, he looked at me, smiled totally shy like ... omg, now she is looking on my big fat beer belly, muahahahaha.
And yes, I DID!!! But he is not really fat. he has the right weight. and he is a very attractive and handsome young guy :3

so, that is all from me ... for now XD
lol!

See u, huns :D
Anke