Haebin

Thanks God, my Internet is working \^^/
I have no idea, why I had so many problems yesterday evening. My ICQ worked, but I wasn’t able to open a page in firefox or Internet Explorer. And of course, when I told my problems to my brother and my parents, the first sentence was: That is your fault.
-sigh-
I can do whatever I want, it is always, A-L-W-A-Y-S, my fault =(
Is it a wonder, that I feel always guilty to be alive, when everyone is saying, that everything is my fault?
That is so painful and it takes every self-confidence away…

Nya, whatever… I should be used to it…

Yesterday I finished “Snow White ~Taste Sweet Love~”. And … oh my god, this dorama was soooo cute *_*
Gosh, I really adore Lee Wan =D
I guess, the next thing I wanna watch is the Anime “Chobits”. All the pictures I saw from Chobits were so beautiful and I’m pretty curious about it =)

And now I wanna show you some pictures. All of you know, that I got many cranes for Christmas, ne? =D
200 of them are hanging on my ceiling. and the rest of the cranes are in a huge packet ^^
And the amazing number of the cranes are 1386!!!
You all made 1386 cranes for me. That is amazing! And everytime when I look to the cranes, I’m feeling so loved and accepted :)
Thank you so much for this wonderful present :)









Thank you all ♥~
*gives everyone a huge hug*

Take care & lots of Hugs,
Anke

Yay, another entry from me *laughs*
You see, I have a lot of time ^^
And this time I’ll upload some pictures of my guinea pigs, which Jutta-chan made, when she was at my home =)
And I know, my Dad (and the rest of my family) is waiting for the pictures *giggles*
And it’s the first time, that you can see my Dad on a photo ^^

I’m okay. Always tired, but okay ^^
And it’s okay for me to be alone, even when I miss Jutta. But you know, I read a lot and since yesterday I play “Final Fantasy X” on the PS2. God, how I love the game, especially Tidus *_*

And when I have enough on playing Final Fantasy X, I watch another Korean dorama named “Let’s go to the beach”. Of course with Lee Wan, the cute guy from “Snow White – Taste Sweet Love” :333
He is so damn cute *_*
Why are so many asian guys so damn good looking? That can’t be real, ne? ^^

Nya, okay, that’s all from me :P

So, take a look on my little piggies =D

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So, have a nice idea ^____^/
*gives everyone a lot of hugs*
♥
Anke

PS: So Mama, ich hab die Fotos endlich hochgeladen ;)

The j-rock invasion was fucking amazing xDDD
God, I'm so hyper and happy, because I saw Iris, Vanilla-chan, Anne and Chrissy. And the bands were amazing *_*
Especially SCREW (I touched Byo *_*) and Alice Nine of course :D (Tora is my Hero ♥). It was so cool, amazing, exciting! Gosh, how I LOVE concerts :D

My favorite list of the evening:

SCREW \^^/
Alice Nine
SUG
Kagrra
Kra (they were disappointing)

The guy from j-rock identity made with every group (two persons of it) an interview after the concert, on the stage. And it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute und lovely. And the guys were so sweet :D
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, wanna cuddle them all :D

Review will follow, promise. But now, Jutta and I need sleep xPPP

See ya :333

Anke

*grabbs byo and crawls with him in my bed* ♥

PS: Is someone so nice and could make me an SCREW-Layout? :o *puppyeyes*

I had a really great Christmas =)
It was very peaceful and calm. My mother and I decorated the tree, then I went to bed a bit and had a bath after it.
We ate delicious food, then my parents put their presents under the three, then I and then my brother. We stood around the tree and everyone said something that was important to him. Christmas, the festival of Tears *laugh*
But it was wonderful anyway. And I got some nice presents =D

Books:
Joe Schreiber – Chasing the Dead
Jack Ketchum – The Girl next Door
Lian Hearn – Tales of the Otori III ~ Brilliance of the Moon
Laura Joh Rowland – The Assassin’s Touch (Danke, Anne *knuddel*)

A coupon for a massage about one hour

The MUCC-DC “Gokusai”

A candle in Chinese-style (a bit hard to describe)

A little ceramic-cat from my brother (he knows, how much I love cats *_*)

Two CD-bags

And two Hello-Kitty-pyjamas \^^/

Then we watched the DVD 300… it’s pretty good but I fell asleep while watching *laughs*

And the best thing is I slept till now. Good, I got up for lunch but after it I went back to bed ^^

And now I’m watching Harry Potter III in TV =)

I hope you all have nice holidays :3

Kazuki-chan called me today :D
Awww, I'm so happy *dances around*
It was sooooooo good to hear her und I'm so happy, that I can call her my friend. She want to call me again the next days (maybe on New Years Evening). Unfortunately the line wasn't so good and I had some problems to understand her in the right way, but however ... she called me \^^/

Awww, Kazuki-chan, I new you don't have a constant internet-access right now, but if you read this...

Thanks for being my friend, thanks for the phonecall, thanks for your lovely words and that you are a part of my life. I really love you ♥

That was one of my best christmas presents ever ^_________^

Thank you so much, Kazuki-chan
m(_ _)m

... I lost my voice T_______T
Damn flu ;_;

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In January I bought porn for mary_in_wonder (10 points). In October I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last month I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last Tuesday I bought porn for pixiezdust (-10 points). Last Saturday I punched dayoneexposure in the arm (-10 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-718 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely, asti_chan

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Jesus Christ, I'm really naughty O.O

*waves*

Jutta talking.

Anke won’t write an entry the next days because she feels awful. Another fybromyalgia-attack caught her and she’s not able to move without pains. Even writing hurts. So I’m writing on her behalf and just wanted to tell you, that she’s taking a time out from LJ for a few days.

Tomorrow she will go to the Doc to get injections again, because the last ones didn’t help. And if it won’t get any better Anke’s thinking about going to the hospital to find some help there.

So lets hope for the best, ne?

Okay, I know, I have a problem. I'm addicted in making icons *laughs*
Like the wallpapers I tried out many tutorials and I hope, you like them :)

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Alice Nine [19]
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Ayabie [9]
Dir en Grey [27]

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