Hm ...

today I will meet alecs at 11AM to go with him to a fortune teller. And I don't know why, but it makes me nervous. not meeting with alecs, no. but listening to the fortune teller. I saw her the last time when I had this i-have-to-show-u-everything-anke-trip with alecs. she seems nice and she has a very beautiful smile and her aura seems so gentle.
but anyway, it makes me nervous :|

I feel a little bit better by the way. I think I didn't have problems with the food here, nope. I know what the problem was. Do you remember that I told u the one guy from the philippines ate something next to me and it smelled so disgusting? That was the problem. I was really, really disgusted and after that I felt like throwing up -.-
So, the next time when he starts to eat something I'll leave the room.

actually it is pretty hard to find contacts to the people here. many of the longstayers are arrogant and guys. and many of them a very rude and impolite people. One guy as an example.

Gunjan and me sat yesterday here in the room because I wanted to see Ice Age 2 at the tv. so, we talked and hade fun and suddenly someone laughed really loud. I looked around and saw one guy watching a pr0n here at the computer. what the fuck, it was 7PM!!!!
U don't have to watch prons at this time and ESPECIALLY NOT when a woman is in the room, god damn it.
That was so fucking impolite.
I am not against watching pr0n, but when u wanna do it, do it in private. And not with 4 people around u.

Gosh, guys... Some of them are so fucking dumbasses here. I am happy with the fact that I know Gunjan, Ah Long and Rollito. They are nice, that is all what counts.

So, I am going to take a shower now.

See u,
Anke

:)

a new start

So, what can I say? Had a long day. And being together with alecs is always so, so cool. I am enjoying totally the time with him. He is making me laugh and I love it when he is talking about random things. He has a great humor and often I burst out into laughter because he can be so damn silly. But I love it.

ok, let us start in the morning. I woke up this morning at 5AM o.O
I really didn't want to wake up, but i couldn't sleep anymore. So i've read a little bit and then I had to go to the toilet. ok, that shouldn't be write down in an entry like this, but ... when I was on the way I had to go to through the lounge and there was the guy, watching pr0n again. I really felt uncomfortable to walk through the darkness, knowing that he is maybe horny through watching pr0n. I know, that sounds very neurotic and hysterical, but I didn't it.
Alecs told me that watching pr0n in Singapore is forbidden especially in *public* places. The hostel counts as such a place.
So I think I will talk to Grace or Ah Long tomorrow...

Anyway, alecs met me at 11.15AM at the bus station. Today he surprised me several times. Maybe I was reading so concentrated on my book, lol. So, whe took the bus to the victoria street and went in direction to the fortune teller. but at first we sat down something to eat. And he said at the next second: You only have 20 minutes to eat.
lol. I know I am way too slow when I am eating. I didn't want something because I still had a little bit trouble with my stomach, so he ordered something for himself. But he brought me a fork and at the end we ate together from one dish ;D
It was okay. So, there were some potatos on the dish and he didn't want to eat it, so I did :D

After that we went to the fortune teller and I took alecs with me. He sat next to me and it helped me to calm down a little bit. When the fortune teller asked me of having some questions I asked him to leave for a minute (of course he wanted to know what I was asking the fortune teller when we left her). The whole talk with her was very interesting. And she said to me: Remove the piercings in your lip. It isn't good for u. It doesn't help u to get happy.
I wasn't so sure about it, but then she said go to the temple with alecs and ask the gods. And we did it.
And I got really a message ... like she said.

*a pine tree grows more beautiful as it ages. no natural element such as wind, rain, snow could harm it. besides, its wood is excelleny for beam construction. to receive this chiam is a good omen.*

after that I removed my piercings. I got this piercings when I wanted the pain. When I wanted to punish myself. When I had the feeling I am like dead inside, I got a piercing.
So now I want to heal...
The fortune teller said a lot more, but i don't wanna talk about it here.

so, after the appointment with her, alecs and i went to the temple, praid, then he brought me to a place where i could buy cds *.*
Bought the new cd of david tao and jj lin and an old one of david tao <3

after that we took the bus and I accompanied him to the Central. He went to work and I walked around, made some pictures, went alone in a cafe (!) and after that I went to the river, take off my shoes and socks and read in my book.
Alecs send me a message at 3PM but i didn't noticed it. 40 minutes later someone said hi. I was scared to death til I realized that alecs said next to me, smiling like a little boy.
I had my cellphone in the hands and he said, u are always so slowly!!! then we talked about three minutes, he looked at the boats and said to me, we have to do this, too! And I have to bring u there. And there, and there!
I am pretty sure, that when he would have the chance he would see me every day. But with his wife it is not such a good idea.
When he sat next to me, his phone ringed and I smiled at him, asking him "your wife?" and he smiled back answering *but wiche one?*
We laughed both and I poked him gentle. I think, he likes it. I really can't wait to see him again.

Anyway, I finished my book, got a really hard sunburn at my arms and took the bus alone (!) back to the hostel. Even when I left the bus three stations before my destination, I found it >D
And I am very proud of myself.

So, now let's see what I am doing tomorrow. Maybe going back to Victorias Street or swimming

PS: Hab mit Alecs heute auch komischen Sojasaft getrunken, aber der schmeckt trotzdem :D

Alles Liebe,
Anke