Haebin

I slept until now, lol. I woke up this morning at 9 but I didn't really want to leave my bed. So I slept another round. For today I want to go swimming. I am nervous because of my body and I feel ashamed of it, but the thought of jumping in the water is like heaven. But I have to be careful and really need sunlotion. I have a bad sunburn on my left arm, so I don't wanna get burned more (I know, my english is wrong now, but hey, who cares?).

So, see ya soon :D
*kisses*
Anke

today I will meet alecs at 11AM to go with him to a fortune teller. And I don't know why, but it makes me nervous. not meeting with alecs, no. but listening to the fortune teller. I saw her the last time when I had this i-have-to-show-u-everything-anke-trip with alecs. she seems nice and she has a very beautiful smile and her aura seems so gentle.
but anyway, it makes me nervous :|

I feel a little bit better by the way. I think I didn't have problems with the food here, nope. I know what the problem was. Do you remember that I told u the one guy from the philippines ate something next to me and it smelled so disgusting? That was the problem. I was really, really disgusted and after that I felt like throwing up -.-
So, the next time when he starts to eat something I'll leave the room.

actually it is pretty hard to find contacts to the people here. many of the longstayers are arrogant and guys. and many of them a very rude and impolite people. One guy as an example.

Gunjan and me sat yesterday here in the room because I wanted to see Ice Age 2 at the tv. so, we talked and hade fun and suddenly someone laughed really loud. I looked around and saw one guy watching a pr0n here at the computer. what the fuck, it was 7PM!!!!
U don't have to watch prons at this time and ESPECIALLY NOT when a woman is in the room, god damn it.
That was so fucking impolite.
I am not against watching pr0n, but when u wanna do it, do it in private. And not with 4 people around u.

Gosh, guys... Some of them are so fucking dumbasses here. I am happy with the fact that I know Gunjan, Ah Long and Rollito. They are nice, that is all what counts.

So, I am going to take a shower now.

See u,
Anke

:)

change your mindset. that is actually a pretty good thought. when I was angry today (short after I left the convention and came back at the hostel( everything went wrong.
I forgot the towels for my shower, the water was cold, I nearly broke my leg because of the slippery ground. I took a deep breath, said to myself the whole time *change your mindset*, calmed down, thought about going out with Gunjan, having a nice dinner and fun.

And we went out. I had a wonderful dinner, Gunjan paid for me *thank u!* and Ah Long shared his watermelon with me, when he crossed our way. After that I saw an awesome dancing show by 600 people in a stadium here in the near. AWESOME! It was so beautiful that I was so, so close to tears. When the people saw me, they smiled and waved. I did it, too.
And I felt so thankful and happy. It was just amazing. And u know what the best thing was? U could see everyone there and it didn't matter which age u had, whether you are an asian, caucasion, women, men, child, ugly, beautiful, smart or not. It was just dancing and being happy.
Next saturday they will have this show again and I'll go there watching them ;)

And I found a "Schwimmbad" here in the near. Just 4 minutes away from the hostel. Even when I am not a supermodel, I am not beautiful, I wanna go there tomorrow :)
Being in a pool will be awesome :D
And it cost me only one singapore dollar for the whole day (50 cent, muahahaha(.

So, I'll look forward!

Lots of love,
Anke

Da du dich mal wieder nicht trauen wirst, hier reinzuschreiben, mach ich es jetzt mal, hehe.
Wie geht es euch so, wie ist das Wetter, was macht Mirko *und seine Wohnung* und wie geht es meiner kleinen Maus?
Meld dich mal, Mama. Hab euch lieb!
Und lieben Gruss auch an Doris, Norbert und Anneliese!
Du weisst ja, dass es mir hier gut geht und ich mich wohl fuehle. Irgendwie kann ich es nicht glauben, dass es erst 3 Tage sind. Ich fuehle mich, als waere ich schon 3 monate hier :)

Ich gehe dann jetzt mal Richtung Zimmer, noch ein bisschen lesen und dann ab auf die Tattoo Convention!

Tschuessi! :)

lol. at first i have to say one thing. today i was so NOT in the mood for a concert, for going out or leaving the hostel. I was actually very grumpy because of this muggy heat. For a second i thought about staying in my room, but Sata said to me *go out and enjoy yourself* So, I did. And it was a good choice. It was a really good choice.

Actually, Rosie didn't pick me up today because she was working. wasn't so bad for me, because of thatI had to go alone out. I found a cab, I had a really awesome conversation about bollywood shows and seeling their tickets for 500 singapore dollars *what means 250 euro* with the driver and laughed a lot. The singapore indoor stadium is pretty impressing. and it is next to a river. not the singapore river, but another one. and the condominiums there are impressive. awesome. I made a lot of pictures.
There was a little bit of *beach* so I made some pretty pictures with the beach, the river, all the buildings behind. I sat there at the river, listened to Kangta and messaged with alecs.
maybe it sounded kitchy, but i felt so good and I wanted to share this moment with him, even when he didn't was in my near.

And by the way ... jutta? Ich hab Fotos von einem stein gemacht. Ich hab es dir gesagt!!! :D

Anyway, at first it was kinda hard for me. I was the only caucasian there, so everone, really everyone, looked or stared at me o.O
I felt so uncomfortable and was close to tears, so I messaged alecs again and told him, what I feel. He cheered me up and was there for me ♥
So, they opened the doors at 7.30PM. I went inside *between all those pretty asian people* and there was a table with stuff. I grabbed a noticebook with david tao on the cover, because it was for free. there were posters, too, but i didn't pick one because I was to shy o.O
So, I went to my place and i had a really awesome view to the stage. god, I was so close o.O
it was forbidden to take pictures in the hall and during the show, but everyone did it. So, I did it too *blushes*
And I was a bad girl, because ... I recored some of the songs with him. At first I recorded David at the stage ... before realizing that next to me was a huge screen, rofl. So I hope, I did it right ... I guess so, because the card of Juttas digicam is full now, lol.

So, I can't say one thing about the songs he sung. I have no idea about his songs. But he sang a lot of famous songs like Another Brick in the Wall, It's easy, All you need is love ... and he owned my heart when he sang FOXY LADY of Jimi Hendrix. Do u know that I love the songs of Jimi Hendrix since I am 17?
And I have to say one thing. He is an awesome guitar player. Awesome. I sat often there with an open mouth, staring at the screen, having goosebumps, lol.
And he is a pretty guy. Not bad for his 40 years. Actually he looks like he would be 32. He told us, that all the singapore women are damn pretty and he is single, searching for the love of his life.
Sometimes he spoke in english and he was so funny, that I laughed a lot. But in the middle of the sentence he changed into chinese, everyone laughed and I didn't understand one single word, lol.
I really have to learn chinese, seriously.

He is awesome. He invited a fan to come on the stage, held her hand and sang for her *I recorded that, hehe*. At one song he had a choir of singaporean kids on the stage and they sang with him. Jesus, that was ... whoa, just whoa. Very amazing.
And his voice is love, pure love. He can sing the highest tones and it sounds so awesome. His voice reminds me a little bit of Leehom Wang. Or is Leehom Wang singing like David Tao? lol.

He told some funny things about his life. That he learned playing guitar when he was very young. He learned while he was eating, while he was on toilet ... sometimes more than 30 minutes and his mum knocked like crazy on the door, asking him what he is doing, rofl.
Or learning during sleep. so he had 6 strings on his face in the morning and it wasn't cool to go to school like that :P

Or talking about his parents. That his dad loved elvis presley and his mum was a opera singer from the peking opera. So at night he heard his father singing *Love me tender* and then he heard his mum, singing chinese opera *and when u don't know what I mean, use youtube to watch it* peking opera can be very disturbing. he said that, too.

His manager Andy had his birthday today so we sang for him Happy Birthday, that was really cool. David tried really hard to cheer up the audience, but the singaporean people are really shy. He noticed that and then he left the stage, came to the barrier, yelled *screw the rules* and than we sang together.

there were a lot of children on the barrier and David stroked them, gave handshakes and kissed a little girl. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :3

Really amazing was, the concert started at 8.48PM and ended at 23.35PM!!! Isn't that amazing? I am still flashed of the concert and I have really to look for some of his cds here.

I've met two lovely and cute chinese girls and before the concert started, we talked about him, JJ Lin, ZaiZai and F4, rofl. They were so surprised that a german girl is interesting in chinese culture and music and staying here for 4 weeks. When I talked about coming here and staying here, both of them said to me: U really need a job here. U are knowing more than me about Singapore.
The whole time they said I should live here ... maybe, who knows? :)
So I will add them at facebook. We changed numbers and they wanna go out with me for dinner, yay :D

Isn't it amazing that I am meeting here so many interesting people who are liking me and interested in me and where I am from?
Shoe said to me: U are having an exciting life. And at the moment ... is it true :D

So, that is all from me.
I have to go off now, taking a short shower and going to sleep *next to saying my buddhist prayers* because of getting up at 9AM, preparing to go together with Grace for the tattoo convention. Yay!

Lots of Love,
Anke

Edit: At the end I snagged some of the posters, lol. XDDDD

So, finally. Here is my number for Singapore:

98137725

When u wanna have contact with me, please send me a text message. I tend to miss all the calls I get because I am always so distracted.

so, anyway. changed my room today. there are two caucasian girls, but I saw only one for a minute. They are leaving on sunday, so ... whatever :P

Want to go out a little bit, have to buy keys and a *Schloss* (don't know the english word) for my closet, so that I can lock up my passport and money and so on. And this evening, david tao, yay. I really can't imagine how it will be. another yay.

CU :)

PS: Orangensaft aus der Dose mit Fruchtstueckchen schmeckt nicht wirklich.

It is 6:06AM and I am awake o.O
Maybe I should go back to bed and have a little bit more sleep before I'll start in the day, lol.
Oh, btw, today is the concert, yay :D

And yay for another spam-entry of mine *bwuahahahahahaha*

Seriously. That was one of the best days in my life.
I am happy. I can't write down what I feel right now. Being happy, thankful, emotional, full of joy, satisfied, still nervous, in love. all together.

so, at first. ME IS HAVING TWO BRANDNEW TATTOOS NOW!

Yes, i couldn't wait anymore, but that was alecs fault, lol. he brought me to his thai tattoo master, saying to me, oh, you have to take a look, meeting the people and so on. and what happened? I decided to get two new tattoos. lol. on the right side I had five spirituel lines and the meaning is for luck, health, money, attraction, love and so on. on the left side is the sign of the master, a spirituel protection. and yes, it was handpoke. and trust me, that was a NEW level of PAIN. gosh, i had tears in my eyes and I broke nearly alecs hand, lol. two guys had to hold me because it was so painful. and alecs was strong and brave, too, because he had some wounds on his hands and I pushed his hand so hard, lol.

Do u know what is awesome? at first alecs and me sending messages via cellphone. after that we had a chat via facebook and we talked about getting the thai tattoo. so, I asked him when we want to see each other and he said, what the heck, we can meet now.
I was like ... WHAT THE FUCK? O.O
But I said yes and I was so, so fucking nervous. so, we wanted to meet at the lavender foot quarter. the only place i know, lol. so, he took a cab there, but we didn't find each other, lol. So we talked via cellphone and I couldn't understand him so well, but we met us. and to see him was like ... whoa. whoa. we both smiled and hugged and then he bring me around. I have the feeling that I saw the whole city tonight, lol. We went to the victoria street, to a temple, we prayed together, I gave him his present and I made the right choice because at them moment he is reading a book about the budhism, too, yay. so, he was very happy. I saw so much and we talked about so much and we laughed. and he was so worried that I would be shocked to see him *because he thinks he is too fat*.
Actually last night he had a fight in bar because he was drunk *ehem* und his eye was swollen and black, LOL. so, the whole time he asked me, can u see it? Is it swollen?
So, we eat something. It was an unusual experience for me. It was a peanut soup with some meat/balls. some of the balls had red beans and so on. it was okay, lol.

so, but before we went out for dinner we went to the thai tattoo studio. and yes, I got a tattoo. and it was painful. I was so happy that alecs held my hand. he doesn't like physical contact with other people but he looked fine and he smiled and watched me. It was ... whoa. At the end of the tattoo I got some prayers and the blessing of the master. u know, when i was in therapy my therapist said always to me, take a deep breath, anke. But I never could do it. I was always so caged inside myself. Today I did it when I got the blessing and it was an awesome spiritual experience. I felt so ... *being deep, feeling myself, my true self what was hiding for so long...
I want more. Actually I wanted to do at the convention, but I prefer getting the tattoo there, because it is intimate. and the master is ... whoa. I never met such a warm, deep kinded person like him.

so, alecs want to message me on sunday because we are going to the fortune teller at monday. And then ... let's see ;)

lots of love,
anke

i am off now to talk with gunjan :D

Love u all!!!

me iz having an appointment with alecs tattoo master at saturday around 12 to get a new tattoo. I don't know the design, I don't know how much it cost, but I can't wait for it. I am so, so excited =D
And one more thing ... i get the tattoo on the tattoo convention with a lot of viewers and a lot of attention because it is the handpoke method. but I am fine. And grace is joining me, too! So, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy! I am so thankful, that alecs made this appointment because normally they don't have any time for visitors at a convention.

so...

HOW FUCKING AWESOME IS THAT???????

ASTI IS GETTING A NEW TATTOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, in five minutes i will leave the hostel, going to the next seven/eleven and buying bottles of water and instant noodles, lol. need something to eat, but drinking is more important. after that i will call alecs.
like i wrote it yesterday i bought a cheap cellphone (around 40 euros) and I am so NOT used to it, lol. maybe i will buy me a better one at the end of the trip or i will wait until i get the cellphone of mirko.
oh by the way, here we have chinese television. muahahahaha. i don't understand one single word, but it feels like living in a chinese\taiwanese dorama :D
so, i am off. see u later (when I am totally exhausted because of the heat, rofl) :D
Anke